- Jun 8, 2020
Hello, just wondering if anybody else has felt like this or if anyone can relate. I just simply think that I'm too far gone to get help. I've had depression for about 4 years now, and I am 3 years gone from learning that I have Asperger's Syndrome. I have tried nearly everything that anybody has told me to do, to cope with the many problems that I have, and the results are just subpar. Some of these things didn't work at all, some helped for a little bit, but none of them has really changed the suicidalness and deep self-hatred that I have for myself. Its at the point where I don't know if there is anything that another human being can say/do to me that will really help me in the long run. I feel like my life is just done. It's over. No point putting forth any more effort. I just want to know if I'm the only one. Because if I am, that just makes me more stupid than I already am. But if I'm not, then that helps me to understand that there is in fact a point where there is no turning back, a point where you really are truly so lost that you can't be helped, because I feel like that is where I am right now. Any response is appreciated, and I deeply thank anyone who took the time out of their day to read this post, it really does mean a lot to me.