- May 27, 2020
Since actually always I couldn't make my parents to understand me. Me and theme are like totally diffrent worlds. I can't stand that I'm dependent on theme. I think that they don't love me they just love imaginary person that In their thoughts I will become. But I'm nothing a like. But they just keep pressing me harder. I find that very abusing. I tried to talk to them but that just doesn't work. One day I'd like to just run away leaving a farewell message that says "I'm leaving, don't look for me, I don't want to know you anymore". Then I would go to a place where I could do a sex reassingment surgery. And start a new life on my rules and live it the way I want. I know that these people are my parents. But they are just relatives to me, nothing more. You think guys that it is okay to think that way?