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Paranoid family members society

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Heikki

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Many times after withdrawall I am renovering me. Family members began to be crazy and paranoid. The are holding me jo wrong with information in advance. The are seizuring around table. Cannot understand what the are speaking. Speaking some language without meaning. In other country too. Hears like language but understanding into is impossible.

After medicine which is votering me to personality. Reading Magazinet and TV there are many killed and crazy behaviour in the news. I do not be out of cotrol. Impossible to speak and thry surrenders are offensively pressing me to homosexuality.

Aggression is my Shield. The do not hear and holding me strongly in to some Stranger form. World is build on some plattform. Is will be I off about it everyone else is enemy.

Piss and shit. Fuck press. Food is same as sucking dick and eating shit.

Or robots everywhere.

5G mobil is dangerous dont it some king of surveilance to control people.

Write every fucking Strange here.

I never did not know how i was because honour kill. Burned Chile, brillene, press and raped. I am not human. Do you know snublet who does not know about robot society. Who is not in the fisking lan.

Kannabis.. does it make us high anymore with shield?
 
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Heikki

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Mobile device is sensorene me to write. Many times writing instead of me. Only hope is not ude medicine looking time. Suffering and pain. Crazy folk everywhere. Violence against. Cannabis is my hope but nothing changing.

Paint on my room wall smelt. I understood. Rejected reality. Mother working to my hallucination on the way other room. Doing something in the kitchen. Balls pain and peace. I confuzed!
 
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After medicine which is votering me to personality. Reading Magazinet and TV there are many killed and crazy behaviour in the news.
Are you saying that you have been diagnosed and are taking medication? You don't like what its doing to your personality?

The first psychiatrist I had told me that you can try without medication to get better but it will take longer, much longer.

I don't know what to think about taking medication although it has kept me out of the hospital.
 
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Heikki

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Ecxacly. Cannot over pain without first periode of pain after withdrawall. How to get pain free and surronders offensive behaviour.

I know takes long time to be healthy after medicine.
 
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Sounds like, and the thread title sounds like, you are surrounded by people you don't agree with. I don't really have a solution. Maybe you can take notes somewhere that is private (like the drafts folder of your email) about what exactly is bothering you and after the medication starts to clear your mind you can think about what those notes mean.
 
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Heikki

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I know some reasons. Doctors does not hear me. Cannot recocnize mine behalf.
 
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Yeah, but in my experience they won't listen unless you can clearly explain it. So maybe in the future you can look back at notes and tell them what the problems are.
 
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