- Apr 22, 2008
I don't know what is going on with me at the moment. The past few days i have been feeling on edge through out the day. Basically i am waking up ok but as soon as i become aware of my surroundings i start to feel anxious and have panic attacks, what for and what is triggering these feelings i just don't know. I know i'm not feling down as i am able to function, i'm not becoming manic as i am being sensible, but for the life of me i just can't help but feel constantly on edge, nervous, paranoid that people are out to get me and scared that if i get out of bed something bad will happen. I am travelling to middlesex friday to visit my mother for the weekend, maybe the thought of travelling and spending time outside of familiar surroundings is what is triggering the panic attack and anxiaty. I know i should speak to my doctor about this so i am going to monitor what i am like tonight nd make an appointment tomorrow as i really don't want to go away feeling like a nervous wreck. Sorry for the long post and if i seem to be babbling on.