- Jan 1, 2021
- Nope lol
Please help, even if you can relate to this or are anxious at all, iv'e found someone i think that i like in my class. Before you think this is just normal butterflies or being nervous. Please know. It is not. I have trouble trying to initiate conversations, continue conversations and talk in general ALL THE TIME. Talking to someone that you like should make you happy, and feel really good and at first it really did. And i definitely don't want that to stop. But now its just become exhausting, i could keep up with it at first but i'm at the point were not talking makes my relieved. I constantly think of the worst, spend to long thinking about what to say, evaluating my every move to make sure that theres no possible way i can mess up. I just want to be able to enjoy my life. not think about every little thing. I have friends that i can talk to just fine. I was diagnosed with generalised anxiety when i was 4, and i take daily meds for it. but i just wanted some extra support, im sorry if this is alot, it just seemed like the right place to go.