- Nov 6, 2019
I am going down the path of diagnosis so far it has been noted I have borderline personality traits on the past. Left untreated. I have ever since starting my relationship with my partner 5 years ago been absolutely terrified he is going to leave me. I became obsessive over all of his social media and his life. I was convinced he didn’t love me. I adore him, he is my world. After the birth of our 2nd child, a year later I just felt like we weren’t connected, i felt like he just didn’t want me. He blocked me from accessing any of his things and I felt compelled to speak to my ex boyfriend...... i don’t feel anything towards this guy but we began to talk and I have emotionally online cheated with him. My partner is so angry, I don’t know if he will stay with me. I’m trying to get help..... is this a common trait to have after constant rejection or life stress...even if I wasn’t rejected and it was all in my head. What can I do to help fix it and myself ? I love him and I don’t want to loose him.