Re: only people who do not have a voice hearing expierience would try to define it
FEAR
I'd like to say it would be good to be back here in this shop but nothing could be further from the truth, and yes I have here back in my old work place, simply changed the batteries in my camera, and heck what a blast, what a bother, and what did she say now and yes I will get to Respiradol sooner than you think, for I have documented all that I needed to say about Respiradol in one of documents which I wrote while I was away from Intervoice through, what a rather log ban, for doing absolutely nothing in particular, except for causing a few up stirs. In fact just saying out loud while typing at fast speed how it was for dat female and hell fire now one has got grown up, and I do not mean you Rebecca or Rachael or whatever your name was. How goes it anyhow? Love to know. Don't dare reply because you know full well you reported me for doing absolutely nothing in particular and did that through an awful email which you sent Paul, and what did I do? Send Paul an unexpected email myself telling him about all the porn which had gone through my messaging system to cover myself should I get a visit from a Nasty Policeman. What again. Come on girl, for heaven's sake what you reported me for, speaking my mind, having a blast off, getting all off the system, going truly overboard about what a lot of a dangerous situation you are and or were putting young people in, if now you do go believe me and get my meaning. Sorry if I spoke in old Angeleise, and now I go smarting like mad because the first did that girl Jane with a Y did when I turned my back was report the camera incident to the big boff girl who did no more than ban me from using my ticket.
Yes, you could not make it up could you. Guess I got myself into a mess of a situation with old friends not being like them, not joining in the prittle prattle and not being the snitch that they wan. However, so bees it. And this is what I actually did, here, all of 45 minutes ago, and still have the upset in my solar plex and still fear a modicon of fear, and hell I was in this place last Fri and what were the kids doing, chuffin throwing their weight about and saying b******g, boffer, toff off, and well I can't say it now can I Paul and or Rebecca that mf word, like those children were at the top of their voices and no one, not one person, taking a blind bit of notice. Well so far so good, got my Frank Sinatra hat on, got my dark glasses on (which I need to be able to see I am such a blindo, whoops, sorry to upset anyone shortsighted, did not mean to offend) got myself tidied up, though did not brush my hair, no need, used my fingers, and well lots of clean underwear, oops, did not dust this morning, and so how goes it all you lucky people living with your men and females who do not have a problem as I do about a chuffin not putting the bin out when it's not full, leaving pastry uncovered when there are no flies about, not leaving the back door open to let the cat in when the gaf is not half not not escaping out the air hole not for nothing, and what's all, lots and lots and lots and lots of stuff you would not believe, but am not now allowed to let off steam, so gueff I will not stew and simmer, and oh well, just chuffed off about something, and so will dust tell all my mates through not a lot of intervoice, and that should nop please yo all then, not half not not knots in trousers tho these days and well belts too short overlarge one and here is our wicharb and him's nop my favourtist any more and all offers for film scrips straight through my door. ta
and that's nop im that's them rather awesome roppen scumbberbaggers dap wok here, dat's all
(a) reloading my camera with new batteries, with the help of a man next to me
because it got stuck somehow, as often happens around me, and then goes
work when lots of satan's power is lifted, and oh guess what, I am an Angel
Saturn, as is a good friend of mine and ours, and not actually BAFTA days,
not like before and one thing I must not do is let off steam about the way
woman who I trained in all things here, about the way she spoke to me and
what came after, and guess you would not talk to pigs like that, and what a
hey when you cannot do is:
(b) and now I don't go on for I know she is a nice woman and has her place on
ship, working in this ol' libo, and what does she do, tells me I can't point
and/or tell me I can't use my library book's card these days, meaning of
course, I can't sort of use my camera, for it is not allowed, and what do
those for the BB do, have you on video all the while and sound if not both
at the same time and how do you avoid someone who was truly a friend
once and not take notice of what she says, but heck in your very solar
plexus it doth nop harf hurp.
Now I am back about Respiradol, stop messing about with those hormones for goodness sake for you can't go back over what has been messed up before, and I remember a nephew of mine who was for short growth, and hell what did his mam and dad do, took notice of doptor's advice, and had growth hormones for him, and yes now he has got married and got a daughter of his own and a wife also, and well never see them, so don't know about the effects to him now, except to say he is pretty tall, about 5ft 10ins. and always happy. Truly in love........ mmmmm somehow it would be nice to have been invited to their wedding and to see their little godchild of mine who as I say I have never saw, though prayed for her by proxy. And now I let you into a secret, I have been unmarried by proxy also.
Gosh how goes it everyone.
Cherish
