- Dec 30, 2019
- San Antonio, TX
I made a horrible mistake and have no idea how to deal with it. I quit a good paying and easy job to move closer to my grandchildren and now have a low paying horrible job that I hate and I am separated from my wife while she tries to sell our old house. She is really my only adult friend and being depressed is a nightmare. I am growing more depressed every day and contemplate suicide daily. I love my grandchildren and my children but this change at the age of 62 is more than I had bargained for. I only have myself to blame and wish there was a way I could make it alright again.