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inapickle
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When I was young on 3 seperate occasions I was falsely accused of some things. False being the operative word. I know that most people will obviously deny wrongdoing, however the things I was accused of I definately did not do.
These acusations come back to haunt me occasionally, particularly if I believe I am again being falseley accused, doubted or being blamed for things that others have done.
The main part of these accusations in my past is that I was not believed when I told the truth. The word of another was believed in every case. I have never understood why they were believed as they were testimonies of strangers and previously and post proven liars.
I have never got over the lack of trust in my truth-telling in these situations by various adults in postions of trust, so when my word is doubted I simply cannot cope and become irrationally upset. I believe that my word counts as less than nothing and I am at fault for everything that goes wrong.
It doesn't help that my word is often doubted by people in position of authority due to my work. It doesn't happen often, but when it does I am in no doubt that the blame is not mine, however I am given it regardless and suffer accordingly.
I know these issues in the grand scheme of things are extremely small, but they are affecting me nonetheless.
Typing this hasn't really helped me, yuk
These acusations come back to haunt me occasionally, particularly if I believe I am again being falseley accused, doubted or being blamed for things that others have done.
The main part of these accusations in my past is that I was not believed when I told the truth. The word of another was believed in every case. I have never understood why they were believed as they were testimonies of strangers and previously and post proven liars.
I have never got over the lack of trust in my truth-telling in these situations by various adults in postions of trust, so when my word is doubted I simply cannot cope and become irrationally upset. I believe that my word counts as less than nothing and I am at fault for everything that goes wrong.
It doesn't help that my word is often doubted by people in position of authority due to my work. It doesn't happen often, but when it does I am in no doubt that the blame is not mine, however I am given it regardless and suffer accordingly.
I know these issues in the grand scheme of things are extremely small, but they are affecting me nonetheless.
Typing this hasn't really helped me, yuk