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Ok, So I'm in the Office

bobshocker

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And I had to attend a virtual presentation with about 20 others.

I dialed in and clicked on the meeting link, and somehow I was given access to annotate the presentation.

The speaker was droning on and waxing lyrical in his webcast, then all of a sudden these smiley faces started appearing on the presentation, and everyone could see them.

He asked if anyone was annotating. I stopped it then

I was the most senior guy there.

Go figure.
 
mrlaurel

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sorry Bob, but that cracked me up.... your now fucking the system soon you will be off on G8 riots!!!!

serious though mate, how you doing today? hows the mind fuck? mine is off the radar, I'm sure "the man" is coming to get me :(

you need a break for relaity mate, can't you go off sick for a couple of weeks and get some head rest scared you are going to blow your stack mate and don't think it will be good, you in bupa or anything like, can they get you some restbite somewhere, I have asofa spare if you fancy slumming it!

if you need to talk mate then you know where I am... can't be much more help sorry.
 
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Bob that's funny I'd love to do that power point or impress with loopy cartoons ha
 
bobshocker

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im ok. i went to the gym this morning, and plugged myself into mtv dance, i watched a lady gaga video and some chris brown, rihanna.

i was hot and cold about lady gaga, but now i think i get her.

i want to stop drinking at night, cos i only really do it to bring myself down and get to sleep, i went to make a docs appointment to get some help getting to sleep, but cant see him until next week.

bournemouth won saturday so we are back in the playoffs, so im happy about that. im unhappy about making my wife miserable, but she has been a massive sweety and left me alone, so i have felt more comfortable about life at home, even though im sleeping in the guest room. i really have to think about moving out, but cant see how i could afford it.

the kids have been their naughty little selves, but they are both lovely.

i think i'm alright, ok i booked myself in for teeth whitening, but i didnt go mad, i found a place that was reasonable. I want to get some more tattoos, but again, i'm thinking long term not immediate, maybe after the summer. the abercrombie & fitch website keeps sending me tempting offers, but im holding fast.

I have to work over the next bank holiday, and im annoyed about that, im supposed to have the one off over the royal wedding but then theres a big system implementation over that weekend. one of my best friends I work with in the US is moving jobs, that was a bit sad cos I love the guy.

i gotta crack on with work now, this is the most complex and stressful job ive ever had, but i can do it.

later dude.

fyi i've pm'd ya
 
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Hey Bob,
I'm glad you're keen to see the GP, they might not want to prescribe you anything though while you're under the care of a Pdoc, they tend to just pass you back to them. I have done very similar things to what you are doing now but i can't work it out whether it's an illness and you can't see it as such or whether you're just genuinely unhappy with your life as it is and want to change it but the guilt is too severe.
That sucks about the bank holiday too, hope the pay's worth it! xx
 
bobshocker

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dont get extra pay, but i get time off in lieue.

i don't really feel guilt - a tad worrying. i do get anxious though, and i think deep.
 
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