- Apr 25, 2020
- Southern Maryland
So I’ve been slowly devolving into a manic state over the last few days. I quit taking my Abilify because I can’t afford it right now. Last time I quit taking it I had a severe manic episode within three weeks. So here I am again. I’m moving past the fun happy productive mania into the loud, talking to myself, irritable mania. I don’t want to tell my doctor because I just really don’t want to, I don’t want her to mess with my meds. I’ve slept maybe 3 hours in the last 3 days, tonight I’ve taken 3 30mg Restorils and I’m still fidgeting, grinding my teeth, and staring at the ceiling. And itching! I’ve never been so itchy all over my body before it’s very annoying. Has anyone else found themselves constantly scratching during a manic episode? That’s a new symptom for me. Anyways there’s not much point to this post, just restless and reaching out. I know every comment is going to tell me to seek help immediately, I know I should so I’ll think about it.