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Oh god another mood

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nattyone

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I started out this morning ok , did the housework decided to take my dog to get his nails cut.

I have one dog who is my assistance dog and I need her to get me from A to B so my pet dogs get walked only in areas where I know I'm gonna be ok.

The vets is right across town so it was a big hing for me to decide to walk it.

I did it and my little dog was amazing. I came home on top of the world. I've been planning on going out for another walk this evening.

I asked my assistance dog to sit and she just stared at me ( she can't sit trust me )

Now I'm hyperventilating , my head is spinning I want to go out . My dog is alerting to my anxiety .

How does this happen 6 hours ago I felt fine and had just accomplished a walk I never thought I'd manage.
Now I'm teary and angry and feeling full on lousy but I still want to go out.
 
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skyblue

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After a bit of exercise, a walk or whatever and getting myself out, I also feel so much better for it.
Unfortunately, after I have come home and the day goes by I start to feel quite low and anxious. This is why any form of exercise is like a drug to me, I always crave for more. By night time I'm not feeling so good at all :( and can't wait to get back down the gym in the morning.
 
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nattyone

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I went for a walk it was ok but I'm home now and feel incredibly depressed. I hate my life . I feel like a hamster in a wheel just going round and round and everynow and then stepping in the poop I did the first time round.
 
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skyblue

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I went for a walk it was ok but I'm home now and feel incredibly depressed. I hate my life . I feel like a hamster in a wheel just going round and round and everynow and then stepping in the poop I did the first time round.
Why do you hate your life so much Natty ? :(

I understand that suffering from this illness isn't fun, but are you unhappy with your life in general ?

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nattyone

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Lots of things sky. I have no freinds I have no job no money no prospects of having any of the above. I have things I want to do , a passion in fact but I can't do it because of how I am and because I have no money. I spend year after year waiting and hoping to turn a corner and just when I think yay it's coming together all of a sudden I'm back where I started from.
My entire life and existence is completly pointless.
 
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