- Oct 30, 2019
- Clermont, Florida
I had enjoyed a full year free from OCD without the needs of meds or psychiatric therapy, but over a week ago I got stressed out in College and I had a chaotic episode and now my OCD thoughts are back. I decided to rewatch my favorite series Breaking Bad on Netflix because of the spinoff movie that came out and theres a part in the series were a character is poisoned by Ricin. this triggered my obsessive thoughts that I'm afraid everytime I eat or drink, I get the fear that my food is contaminated by Ricin or other related poisons and that i'll die. I'm trying to get in contact with my psychiatrist but I don't know when an appointment could be set, and I'm all out of meds, so right now i'm holding on!