I have ocd and I self harm. To be more precise I have religious ocd. I have gotten rid of any book, dvd or video game which mite offend God. I have no friends and my pocessions r important to me. I think that if I watch something that offends God I could die. Last nite my ocd was really bad and I self harmed. I decided last nite that Im miserable not being able to enjoy my things so I decided to enjoy my fav things and mute any bad bits in films r black out anything bad in books. I am a bit stressed as I am scared but I think enjoying my things is better than self harming. Does anyone else here have this type of ocd?