Observations Spiritual, Parallel (Fresh Thread)

[calfellows]

Hi all,

I was just about to write in my journal, and decided to put it here first.

Have you ever heard voices which you can't quite make out, they catch you off guard, can't even make out what language it was spoken in?

Ever notice how they always have an answer for everything? Well, I've noticed lately that they also come against us to foul or memory and intellect, clutter/distract/railroad our minds with garbage that takes our minds completely off of what we were doing. Exploiting/ravening our thought and reaction processes, to wreck our lives with it, really. Sport, a game to them. Sadistic folly/foolishness. Nothing better to do.

cal

 

[imported_softwhisper]

Hello Cal...

What...an interesting...topic...to...your...journal...
thank you...for...sharing...

I...have...many...'voice'...
that...
take...great delight...in...fogging...my...intent...
I...traverse...
precariously...
waiting...
for...the...wheel...
to...revolve...
sooner...or...later...
that...
what...was...fogged...clears...
it...is...a...nack...
that...
i...have...learned...
after...listening...
and...
doing...
what...
was...said...
it...is...a...fine...line...we...travel...
when...it...comes...to
decission...making...with...'voice'...to...us...
they...are...tricksters...at...times...
wanting...their...will...met...
in...our...form...life...
we...do...like...zombies...owning... their... thought vibration...
and...
sometimes...carrying out...what...they...bid...
it...is...these...thoughts...
that...
become...
the precarious...
to...lifes...enhancement...
values...we...own..
become...less..
we..adhere...to...the negative...
they...approach...us...with...
perhaps...
the difficult...solution...
of...
clearly...sticking...to...the positive...
of...
helps...us...focus...more...
to...achievement...
in...whatever...it...may be to achieve....
of course...for...some...
to...be..able...to...do...this...
is...a...task...too...great...
depending...on...their...surroundings...
of...
life...commitments...
a little...light...from...others...
then...
helps...
dont you think...?

softwhisper(xxxhugsxxx)

 

[calfellows]

Softwhisper,

Great to see that others share these same observations and experience. I agree to wait for the rough seas to settle, but lately I've been avoiding any sort of reaction at all (even that), period, which takes it out of their hands. What was I thinking, earlier? Railroaded, a sock puppet. Well, like you said, we act like zombies, owning up to and acting on their thoughts/creativity. They are obsessed with running our lives, wrecking our lives. Did you read that somewhere (we own up to their)? Great to see that put into such words, but I have a better explanation below. It's just brainstorm, mindless rant, so please excuse the formatting:

Any and all feedback is welcome. Terri, you angel, don't leave us now. Plz stay on topic. Hugs.

Weird how they are within and physically/mentallly controlling body/mind, and we can't put our finger on them, can't get a grip. The invader spirit is obviously not connected to our spiritl, and so what's happening is that either or both souls are able to control the physical body, either independently or co-consciously, with or without any input from the other party. Bible calls it being either the head or the tail, and there seems to be no resolve. Their free-will sadistic malice revelry actions/indulgence, theology flip-flop, chasing our tails, obsessions/compulsions/habits/struggles blackout or trance, and physical tourette type stuff which is totally not me. Crossing dimensions, I can't find the virus to grip/contain it, to turn it off.

Health problems, swelling/bloating and eyes/blood pressure, appears to be them, something they are doing, probably the masking astrals. Seems like it was him (principal) who sought/acquired the medications and vitamin resolve to begin with, calling the shots, all about appearances, careless half-cocked careless potshots, sadistic malice, they seemed to enjoy causing medication dosing neglect, difficulty, and struggles all along with it, off and on, just to be sadistic, a demon, a problem, as if it wasn't his idea to begin with, or some such garbage (wreckless sadistic control freaks with malice). Just goes to say that mentality clarity is the initial target/resolve with medication/vitamin, and not necessarily the equillibrium changes.

At first I was depressed, mainly. It's easy to see that the principal entity (ruler) is playing against me all along, a game of musical chairs, trying to run me into the ground. Probably nothing personal, just the fresh meat population control system of theirs. Could have at least set me back on my feet, but he wont or can't walk away. Maybe he's assigned, has bad attitude, plan and intentions all along. Can't walk away? Why the obsession? It's like he's here to hold the plane on a course of destruction. headed straight into a mountain. Nickname this one "AUTOPILOT". Of coarse, he flip-flops, straddles the fence too, blurs the view, false witnessing, will also play God and victory of God too, just for show, just so he can pull me back down. Hey, In your face YHWH. Add some toxic chemistry, pork and beans, hair dye, bleach and lye, live like there is no tomorrow. AutoPilot. Wait, forcing us to own up to their thoughts is not autopilot, it's viral, it's hijackings. Someone help me out with a term for that one (puppetmaster). Yes, he was always ruler and principal, a guardian, but of the pagan variety. Well, and they've infiltrated the entire church. All of humanity, in my opinion. .

Cal

 

[imported_softwhisper]

Hello Cal...once again...

I...closed...my...beloved...bible...a long...time...ago...
laid...to...rest...
that...
what...man...has...changed...
over...
and...
over...
again...
Im...NOT...without...cause...
I...adore...history...
therefore...
the values...
of...
man...
that...
lived...previously...has...enormous...interest...to...me...
i...therefore...do...not...refer...to...bible...writings...
i...simply...ask...for...direction...
of...
awareness...to...me...
The...puppet...'ry'...
you...give...question...to...for...answers...
we...are...in...a way...like...the...old...song...
'puppets...on...a string'...
for...my...gathering...my...awareness...
we...are...soul...(energy)...encompassed...by...a body...(overcoat)...
energy...
of...
a whole...
the whole...being...
that...
which...you...probably...call...God...Creator...
this...whole...
is...divided...into...indivuals...us...
we...are...
then...as...some...would...say...God...Creator...
we...are...actually...part... of...
confusion...written...
as...then...readers...say...
Yiiiiiiipppppeeees!!!!!!!...here...we...go...another...nutter...who...thinks...they...are...God...Creator...
we...can..not....possibly...be..."The Whole"...
a micro...part...a speck...
a vibration...
we...vibrate...sound...
language...
we...connect...to...other...vibrations...
specks...
of...
"the Whole"...
we...learn...
we...grow...
however...it...all...went...wrong...a very very very...suffice to say...long time ago...
we...took...instruction...from..."The Whole"...to...do...
would...harm...
and...
did...
subsequently...birth...time...and...time...again...
had...add...ons...
of...not...to...do...
and...
mans...destruction...took...hold...
the strings...of...the puppet...were...not...severed...as...
"The Whole"...can...not...sever...
that...
what...is...whole...
therefore...equal...distrubution...had...to...be..met...
for...the safe...keeping...
of...
"The Creators"...energy...whole...
to...take...not...so...good...learnings...
and...
put...them...safely...away...from...harming...
other...raincoats...
energies...
that...
have...lived...
and...
are...
no...more...
are...asked...to...rise...away...from...the...earth...pull...
those...
that...
are...left...
are...those...
that...
do...not...qualify...
"The Creators"...wish...
of...
a promised...land...
these...negative...learned...energies...realise...this...
and...
try...
to...
hamper...the growth...
of...
those...who...have...achieved...a concept...
of...
spirituality...(religion...does...not...mean...spirituality...religion...to...my...mind...and...concept...is...mans...followings...to...mans...instructions)...
to...follow...simple...guide...lines...as...a...silent walker...
in...if...you...touch...hot...it...burns...
and...
that...
you...wouldnt...like...done...to...self... (RESPECT)...
To...be...a puppet...to...negative...specks...of...'The Creator'...
is...lethal...to...growth...
but...
to...enhance...ones self...with...the purity...
of...
the positive..."whole"...
makes...life...simple...
and...to...feel...alive...once...again...
I...always...say...be careful...for...what...you...ask...
if...it...is...a...will...to...it...
then...it...will...be...met...
depending...on...our...ailments...our...achievements..to...it...
it...is...the...same...for...vibrations...
of...
the...life beyond...us...
if...they...want...to...hinder...our...progress...
then...they...are...allocated...a time...to...move...
if...
they...do...not...
then...they...are...moved...
we...usually...are...totally...unaware...
of...
this...movement...other...than...to...say...gosh...my heads....lifted...(headache gone)...
or...
my cramp...has...gone...
silent walkers...
of...
this...earth...would...find...this...read...very...difficult...to...understand...
rheumatoid...
arthritis...
are...symptoms...
of...
energy...by gone...
shrouding...us...
"The Whole"...moves...away...unobserved...by...us....
"The Whole"...causes...chemicals...whilst...doing...this...in...our...body...soathing...the pain...caused...by...this...unobserved...by...self...shrouding...
these...chemicals...cause...mal...function...to...bone...
calcification...knots...knobbles...deformities...are...formed...
"The Whole"...guides...Doctors...Specialists...to...potions...to...help...
Demonic qualities...
of...
by gones...
are...simply...enegies...cruel...to...their...will...
there...is...concequence...Cal...
we...simply...think...
gosh...they...have...left...me...alone...for...awhile...
but...
unfortunately...
the...way..."The Whole"...works...is...through...learning...
watching...progress...
therefore...if...they...watch...
and...
decide...to...do...
they...will...
and...so...on...
i...time...
and...
time...
again...say...best...for...me...
to...adhere...to...the...positive...
if..I..linger...where...negative...'voice'...or...sensories...are...happening...
then...
i..become...quite...sick...
silent walkers...are...totaly...unaware...
they...simply...think...im...having...an...off...day...
even silent walkers...who...have...it...together...feel...pain...
this...is...perhaps...
if...they...have...ate...too...much...
and....
have...a...sharpness...to...there...tummy...
or...
out...for...a...walk...
and...pull...a...muscle...'oooo they will say i have done too much'
nonsense...
rather...
spirit...thinks...i...will...hamper...your...spirit...you...are...doing...too...well...
im...sorry...if...this...may...give...no...hope...feeling...
far...from...it...
to...be...aware...
constitutes...
your...approach...will...to...a better...thought...
in...other..words...P____ off...
whose life is this anyway...?
it works...believe me...
but...
not...continually...
depending...where... you... roam...in..life...who...you...pick...up...
now...dont...become....a...hermit...
as...to...keep...moving...
and...
fresh...air...
is...
a great...purpose...to...move...energy...
they...also...get...fed..up...

softwhisper(xxxHugsxxx)

 

[terri]

Hello Cal

i do not leave your or terry's himself no not never and I must tell you this you are going through the not the states that our ste went through not so many mears ago and you know what he became the vampire rather in name only if you do not see what you need now you never will and john just came up behind me and he really is not here in body so i was putting him off the tail and now i want to telll you that you must take no notice of the body because when this happens to our ste and even me at times we get rather hot and sort of get rather fat and not for a little while so do not count for ten nor forget those wedding anniversaries of ours alls those years ago and I do not call you darling not for nothing and as I was saying I do not go our for no meal not for nothing and now I am feeling hotter and rather a little sickly and that menopause ended many moves ago as you well now know and now my head is getting hotter and my heart is racing though not for long though and it has nothing to do with lush and now then you may not go bald but get rather hair not unlike our steven did and i am not even joking and what happened was our steven did not sit in front of me and became the vampire not for nothing and i promise you that gobbledeegook you are hearing is rather not unlike slovenians not very nowt language so do not bother or do concern and do not forget you are never going back and nor is softwhisper and it is dust the state you are at and this morning i have been out driving to get out of his way and to rather put that rather bad move man into a better fram of someat and i do mean mine i am not half going down to the badger box and am now not going in the shower not for nothing you may just lose water at some point though i warn you do be careful should you have a bath or shower because they can even make the water hotter and rather scalding so do not get out not unless you want to go pinker... of course you will when it starts to go boiling leap out as fast as you can and our ste is alright now apart from the blood pressure and he is still on those tablets though i do know he does not need them it is all caused through earth s power and now i cant come back to later because him not indoors is getting rather nasty at me being on the computer and last night i rather got sent to bed when a woman said yoohoo on the telly to me and i said yahoo back and then he went off on one and to avoid things i sidestepped loads of violence and went rather straight to bed and fast asleep with no television by not half past four in the afternoon and do not watch out for the television not in your dreams not unlesss you use no video and i am not getting rather confused and i do not dream mmmmmmmmsss not for nothing so take care to you calfellows and you also softwhisper becaause cal you have been in both bodies rather taking rather a lot of car and you do not need lots of details because you do not know you are an angel an all we are all sure you are and my voices are all around and way off into the stratosphere rather a way from here so i do know they can watch you as well and soft whisper i dont know about that yet oh yes they can they have just told you and you may find you go hotter and colder so do not move away from the radiator and why not do lots of transferrence and keep your leg not on a hot one but on a cold one and then you will feel loads better and cal do not take snuff for your blood pressure do not take tablets cos you not unlike our ste do not have none whatsoever, its all happened to me though the hair i grew was,..... i dont want to tell you this but I know i must rather a lot of nose hair which i most definitely had to wax and alison has a great mushtache and our sue grew loads as well and hers just simply disappeared and our dawns back has gone extremely hairy and our steven he looked rather like a great big not a load of monkeys rather a great big ape and thats what happpened and evens head was bald and his hair grew i bet you do win sixteen thousand pounds not on the lottery when you dope do lots and lots of pools so dont take chances and go down that route cos it will not work out dims already won two thousand and my pa won about a couple of hundred and we dont win nowt and i do now its not fair and i must not think about don cos he keeps appearing and now so i must go and softwhisper i will read your rather long post which is absolutely famous and have not got time now so will read it later and we are all rather working together to save our p,lanet and youd better believe those words all of it is about earths power and you may not get hot sweats or you may and our richard for his has bought himself some not baby talcuum powdeer not like me and the only one of us great arch angels around here who does not get them these days is our suz cos she is dead and him not in doors as i said must go post....

terri's not narmy not no longer

Must not go snuffage not yet

........ the next words you will hear are ....... your must neveer stop sweating for our maddie's females ....... this is our kind of war and not of the female kind a black wierd no flying saucer though it had wings and no feathers just tried to stop me typing kind. Do not worries you are forever saved 24/7 as are all on intervoice and I have seen rather a lot of lots and lots of intervoice people which was absolutely fantastic ... must stop typing

 

[terri]

must dust add why not go out driving like I used to before I got used to it and do not open any windows though doors are not half allowed and keep your heads down whenever you see any flying saucers, its not all about glass though a load of plastic..... do not lose no loo seats and do not keep those loo seats down not for nothing and also why not tip a little bit of rose down the loo as well which is mix up of red and white wine, though dont waste too much its not to nice to drink, not to me though, and we are not all called piss artists not for nothing and we are not half not spreading it around to those who dont deseerve it so do not get pissed not unless you feel like a nice gin and tonic or whatever you want what ever your taste buds tell you and i do not know how to save this.....WE DO NOT HAVE NOT IT ALL NOT FOR NOTHING AND NOT FOR LONG COS WE HAD GOT NO VEHICLE NOT THIS AFTERNOON NOT FOR NOTHING CALLED DODGE AND NOT RENAMED NOT SIR MICHAEL NOT FOR NOTHING......... AND IT'S NOW CALLED CAL TOO, AND NOW I DO NOT MOVE ON HE HAS GONE off to sleep downstairs and i am sitting here not in the nude not for nothing just that i knew i had to get back here to get on with telling you the rest of , my radiator is definitely of, its not forever the never ending story not for nothing, we are quite literally saving our planet and our natural resources and we were literally not half exitinct and we were for the annihilation and no mankind left no more not back then though isnt it obvious that the next through after the seas had gone were not a lot of ants.... and i have seen rather a lot through my rather large opened window around my rather not normal head and i do not know exactly how you feel im experiencing it all too and thats another reason why i am going walking around the road and i am not half not bilocating not for nothing and those great arch angels of ours way out in the stratosphere who i can hear with not a lot of aid from those cars those cars wheel s sound rather swishy and we litterally do not have this not for nothing and it may not sound not nidiculous any longer and i can see my rather large tits and not the feathered kind ah here you are one thought and you are straight through our softwhisper and our cal and now there are no problems and there are no buildings left i have been to my old house and sat and watched and there was not one of ours not half walking in and out of their house without a metaphysical door and it did not come on board and then what happened was i think i am not too embarrassed to tell there was rather a lot of not physical love making in the car because there was not one person there and there were not waves and waves of not lovers all around not my private parts and around my body which made me go oooohh aaarrrr and there will be no argument about any other partners so do not let on..... go on do not go there with anyone other than anyone you may not true lush not any lover remember the CORINTHIANS what was it all about NOT LUSH BUT L O V E and then we followed hope and lost it after love and now we have gone back to L O V E and now we are not the corinthians not for nutters wse are for ever cals fellows, nothing personal but that ring must not leave my finger from now on it rather belongs to terrys....... im naughtiest girl and the bestests gwiggum flirt ever, so log bugs and J's dad was no control freak not in one way though certainly was not in another, unkind to a woman he did not love over well, not until her died and then he could have spewed her heart up not unlike our dennis and not like me this morning so muffer you may not feel sick and you may but it soon passes and i had not a lot of no red wine hardly any and that bastard does what he always does hid my bottle and hides the key in the place where he does not hide the bottle and also cork screws he does not lock me in these days though i could not find my keys this morning and they have been apportaged which is our term for not ecoplasm you know when things start disappearing because i did not get up in the night and get walked around or anything i knew those keys were in a safe place in a drawer and they have most definitely gone and because i was preparing not for warfare but because i knew where he had gone i put my spare set in my cardi in my car and locked it so i could find my spare set...... ha ha.... i bet you can guess the rest from there and i had a rather lovely rac man and from that lot down stairs i got lots and lots of bollocking for phoning the rac man and i did not get upset dust went driving cos i know theres not a sonic boom man out there for us somewhere and oh yes there is now and the computer speaker that is rather switched off said loads of words while i was typing yesterday and blast and bother i cant remember what he said and now i have rather a lot of back pain which you may well have so for goodness sake get your bloody feet off that radiator and got off that big bad bed which mine was being rocked this morning by earths power and not by love in and my computer started rocking as well and we musst never stop moving for our maddie's not earths children and now i must go because i am getting rather chilly down the left hand side of my body and terrys face has just popped up must post devils here

 

[calfellows]

Whisp & Terri,

Terri, give me time to put your text into the narrator. I usually let Microsoft Mary or Lisa read your stuff to me. I adjust the speed to 22% and the pitch to zero, and your voice is very pleasant.

Softwhisper, I can see where you are coming from, trying to find peace and neutrality in the world in order to have a peaceful existance. Resistance is futile. Ignorance is bliss, co-walking is mandatory, but that does not make it natural. I can't believe you said that, but keep in mind that the whole of humanity is just a block of clay.

I too closed bible many years ago, but is my foundation. The more more insightful books were likely hidden or destroyed by the church as heresy, as too deep or dangerous; or as strong delusion. Humanity mere hosts? No, that's just not possible or too bizarre, not for our time. The writers of the accepted books were uninformed for the most part, but keep in mind that it's all clouded in mystery, veiled, conspiracy.

I don't ask them anything or listen to anything they say because of my disgust and rejection of the entire lot, entire system. My question to you, I just couldn't find the right word to describe "puppetmaster". Maybe headmaster or devourer, but in the literal sense of the word. Gospel of Judas, he puts it like this: "Do you think that my seed is under the control of the rulers?" Why hell yes. Who isn't?

We are just a thought,
Cal

 

[terri]

I bet I am not as drunk asa skunk and you know what, you Sound just like our Steven.. I love you more and more and more and more than you could ever know you very very very very clever not young man, not half......

i promise and i do not promise that often i promise you my bestestestsest not arch angel, not arf, in the whole god darn planet, i love you with not all my heart and soul, JUST LIKE ME AND OUR WICHARD WHEN WE SAT THERE IN MY LOUNGE WITH THE SOULS OF OUR FEET TOGETHER JUST AFTER TAI CHI I LOVE YOU MORE AND MORE WITH EACH PASSING MOMEN.....

WHAT A MAN XXXXX

 

[terri]

Just take note Cal

For gawds sake you american yankie dont do nowt.. when you are back from our driving with those not not real windows closed.... go tobed take red wine and get pissed and do nowt except lots of laughter and go fall asleep. I love ya not for nowt xxxxxx tellisgel

 

[terri]

Hello Cal...once again...

I...closed...my...beloved...bible...a long...time...ago...
laid...to...rest...
that...
what...man...has...changed...
over...
and...
over...
again...
Im...NOT...without...cause...
I...adore...history...
therefore...
the values...
of...
man...
that...
lived...previously...has...enormous...interest...to...me...
i...therefore...do...not...refer...to...bible...writings...
i...simply...ask...for...direction...
of...
awareness...to...me...
The...puppet...'ry'...
you...give...question...to...for...answers...
we...are...in...a way...like...the...old...song...
'puppets...on...a string'...
for...my...gathering...my...awareness...
we...are...soul...(energy)...encompassed...by...a body...(overcoat)...
energy...
of...
a whole...
the whole...being...
that...
which...you...probably...call...God...Creator...
this...whole...
is...divided...into...indivuals...us...
we...are...
then...as...some...would...say...God...Creator...
we...are...actually...part... of...
confusion...written...
as...then...readers...say...
Yiiiiiiipppppeeees!!!!!!!...here...we...go...another...nutter...who...thinks...they...are...God...Creator...
we...can..not....possibly...be..."The Whole"...
a micro...part...a speck...
a vibration...
we...vibrate...sound...
language...
we...connect...to...other...vibrations...
specks...
of...
"the Whole"...
we...learn...
we...grow...
however...it...all...went...wrong...a very very very...suffice to say...long time ago...
we...took...instruction...from..."The Whole"...to...do...
would...harm...
and...
did...
subsequently...birth...time...and...time...again...
had...add...ons...
of...not...to...do...
and...
mans...destruction...took...hold...
the strings...of...the puppet...were...not...severed...as...
"The Whole"...can...not...sever...
that...
what...is...whole...
therefore...equal...distrubution...had...to...be..met...
for...the safe...keeping...
of...
"The Creators"...energy...whole...
to...take...not...so...good...learnings...
and...
put...them...safely...away...from...harming...
other...raincoats...
energies...
that...
have...lived...
and...
are...
no...more...
are...asked...to...rise...away...from...the...earth...pull...
those...
that...
are...left...
are...those...
that...
do...not...qualify...
"The Creators"...wish...
of...
a promised...land...
these...negative...learned...energies...realise...this...
and...
try...
to...
hamper...the growth...
of...
those...who...have...achieved...a concept...
of...
spirituality...(religion...does...not...mean...spirituality...religion...to...my...mind...and...concept...is...mans...followings...to...mans...instructions)...
to...follow...simple...guide...lines...as...a...silent walker...
in...if...you...touch...hot...it...burns...
and...
that...
you...wouldnt...like...done...to...self... (RESPECT)...
To...be...a puppet...to...negative...specks...of...'The Creator'...
is...lethal...to...growth...
but...
to...enhance...ones self...with...the purity...
of...
the positive..."whole"...
makes...life...simple...
and...to...feel...alive...once...again...
I...always...say...be careful...for...what...you...ask...
if...it...is...a...will...to...it...
then...it...will...be...met...
depending...on...our...ailments...our...achievements..to...it...
it...is...the...same...for...vibrations...
of...
the...life beyond...us...
if...they...want...to...hinder...our...progress...
then...they...are...allocated...a time...to...move...
if...
they...do...not...
then...they...are...moved...
we...usually...are...totally...unaware...
of...
this...movement...other...than...to...say...gosh...my heads....lifted...(headache gone)...
or...
my cramp...has...gone...
silent walkers...
of...
this...earth...would...find...this...read...very...difficult...to...understand...
rheumatoid...
arthritis...
are...symptoms...
of...
energy...by gone...
shrouding...us...
"The Whole"...moves...away...unobserved...by...us....
"The Whole"...causes...chemicals...whilst...doing...this...in...our...body...soathing...the pain...caused...by...this...unobserved...by...self...shrouding...
these...chemicals...cause...mal...function...to...bone...
calcification...knots...knobbles...deformities...are...formed...
"The Whole"...guides...Doctors...Specialists...to...potions...to...help...
Demonic qualities...
of...
by gones...
are...simply...enegies...cruel...to...their...will...
there...is...concequence...Cal...
we...simply...think...
gosh...they...have...left...me...alone...for...awhile...
but...
unfortunately...
the...way..."The Whole"...works...is...through...learning...
watching...progress...
therefore...if...they...watch...
and...
decide...to...do...
they...will...
and...so...on...
i...time...
and...
time...
again...say...best...for...me...
to...adhere...to...the...positive...
if..I..linger...where...negative...'voice'...or...sensories...are...happening...
then...
i..become...quite...sick...
silent walkers...are...totaly...unaware...
they...simply...think...im...having...an...off...day...
even silent walkers...who...have...it...together...feel...pain...
this...is...perhaps...
if...they...have...ate...too...much...
and....
have...a...sharpness...to...there...tummy...
or...
out...for...a...walk...
and...pull...a...muscle...'oooo they will say i have done too much'
nonsense...
rather...
spirit...thinks...i...will...hamper...your...spirit...you...are...doing...too...well...
im...sorry...if...this...may...give...no...hope...feeling...
far...from...it...
to...be...aware...
constitutes...
your...approach...will...to...a better...thought...
in...other..words...P____ off...
whose life is this anyway...?
it works...believe me...
but...
not...continually...
depending...where... you... roam...in..life...who...you...pick...up...
now...dont...become....a...hermit...
as...to...keep...moving...
and...
fresh...air...
is...
a great...purpose...to...move...energy...
they...also...get...fed..up...

softwhisper(xxxHugsxxx)

hello softwhisper

please take care. I know you do not mean nowt but I HAVE TO SAY THIS JANICE IS BACK AND I MUST NOT LET HER DOWN........GOT JESUS

 

[calfellows]

Terri,

Sorry that he hides the key and the corkscrew. It's funny, but it's also not funny, him belittling you like that. Maybe give him some of his own medicine, hide his bottles and sneaky shit like that, until he gets the message.

Your personality has really changed lately, but I can see that you are allowing them to post, allowing them to type, as you've said many times before. Softwhisper does that too. Do your remember several monthis ago, me praying that the really vulgar one not post anymore? Gosh, should I just sit here and put myself into autopilot, channelling mode, just let them type and post shit like that? Duh! I don't think so

Maddie is so young that I feel that she is now with our father. Do you sense her as here or on the other side? How rare is the snake-eye gene that she has? I met a guy here like that, my boss. I wonder who/where/how that gene comes along?

The voices told me yesterday to tell you to be very careful about what you eat. Pure uprepared foods are best. Always take vitamins after every single meal. Every meal. Taking vitamins makes us toxic to them, like one of those roach motel thingys. Yea, we are their hosts, but that dont mean that we're gonna just sit here and take it. I pray that you will be held to a steady the vitamin routine, lifelong. NOJ

Your letter seemed to speak of many peculiar things that have been happing around here lately. I burned myself with the hot water yesterday, and I also lost my eye glasses out in the yard. There is now clover growing with white flowers in that patch of the yard where I was praying last week. Your statement about their sexual overtones/advances shows us that they are definitely perps. "Must post devils here" must mean that your spouse stuck his head in the room.

You take care, and hang in there.

Love and Light,
Cal

 

[parker]

Your personality has really changed lately, but I can see that you are allowing them to post, allowing them to type, as you've said many times before. Softwhisper does that too. Do your remember several monthis ago, me praying that the really vulgar one not post anymore? Gosh, should I just sit here and put myself into autopilot, channelling mode, just let them type and post shit like that? Duh! I don't think so

As a newbie here i was noticeing this same thing, but find it somewhat intresting. Is there a somewhat a defense mechanism going on there?

 

[calfellows]

Parker,
Some personalities become vulgar and abusive online, and that's when I like to see them filtered. This is not a concious intentional thing, really, that people have multiple accounts. It just somehow just happens subconsciously, for most. There are acceptions. I see a lot of this in the MPD forums, where people allow each of their alter-egos to "come out".

With all of the venting in the other thread, did you see This Post?

Take Care,
Cal

 

[imported_softwhisper]

Good morning...Call...all...

My...diversity...in...writings...
are...quite...rightly...viewed...
by...you...
as...being...
channelled...
a term...I...feel...you...understand...
I...do...not...write...negativity...
in...the context...
of...
future...events...to...my...life...
i...state...quite...clearly...
it...has been...a long...journey...
to...arrive...to...where...iam...at...present...
therefore...
any...negative...writings...are...a past...consequence...
of...
life...before...
i...saw...what...may be...persumed...by...you...as...the..light...
i...find...the Bible...a very...interesting...book...
of...
history...
my failure...to...regard...
is...mine...
i...find...in...refering...to...this...Bible...
i...rake...up...
the attachments...
of...
it...
the beauty...I adhere to...
the would be s...i...take...leave...from...
i...live...a life...
of....
love...
cal...
it...as...you...know...
is...
a hard...journey...
to...keep...
when...
you..are...a 'voice' hearer...
to...say...not...reality...
please...define...realism...
is...it...not...in...the bible...
to do... this...
so...
why...
differ...
life...for...me...
has...improved...immensely...
with...
this...
approach...
so...why...suggest...
its...NOT...achieveable...
anything...is...better...
than...
staying...in bed...popping pills...
surely...to...give...hope...
is...the bibles...concern...to...
those...
that...
read...
I...choose...NOT...
to...qoute...from...the Bible...
rather...channel...the positivity...
that...
comes...
to...me...freely...
and...
careful...to...suggest...
that...
ALL...
has...this ...ability...
no...one...is...better...or...less...than...an...other...

kindest regards....softwhisper...(xxxhugsxx)

 

[terri]

Terri,

Sorry that he hides the key and the corkscrew. It's funny, but it's also not funny, him belittling you like that. Maybe give him some of his own medicine, hide his bo


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oh no it's not im sane and im determined we wil neverstop werring for our maddie dis i have to do to get myself psyched up and you might too not want to andyou might like to find that set of keys i have hidden over in slovenia and thats not all i sense that maddie is our favourite fairy at that top of not our father not for nothing at that top of that fur tree not over in slov not half and now i can tell you i am not going bald not for nothing though not for long and dis bed is not not not moving no for nothing and i feel rather marvellous i wish i feel absolutly terrible and have a raging thirst and we are not da piss artists not for nothing and you are ananll for gods sake i do not tek nowt not even them tablets and nor do i tek vitamins not at all not one and i hardly use face cream these days eitheer cos i cant do bother and i guess i dust do natural and my cats should be on dos tablets and i not let em dey do natural as well and dats one of the reasons why im off to non australia and a great big boat and gonna goo and meet some rather wonderful people as if i could change anything and now ive towd you not the whole story though i must tell you this there is a heck of alot bald women around here through dos worlds powers and not this afternoon der is a young not waiter in our not now restaurant with lots of not nice food and loads of lovely booze and why did you not type dohn backwards not before and not not did you not learn your grammar and now i know you are not a nutter like i once never thought you are not now and you never are and you did lots and lots of stalking not like i did oh are and now i do not go back to sleep not for nothing i really am a very beautiful peerson and not at all nasty not in any way shape or form none whatsoever not until we walked past that windows bloke in that not red car and now we have one not nice one and it is not half not feathered and it dont half float and as i ws saying i looked at this geezer and i point my thumb cos he is walking not behind us and i mouthed these words ditch this unclever fellow and the block watched and did not reply and did not nod his head not until he got feedback from not our top not for nothing cos i did not half not ass it over to him and we did not do not the adam and eve not for nothing and you are no safe now and you never will be cos i dit no one and now i am not over obama and now i am going off on one cos i gess i am not half a mad girl and i will neveer sto warring and not for maddie or for ma
Your personality has really changed lately, but I can see that you are allowing them to post, allowing them to type, as you've said many times before. Softwhisper does that too. Do your remember several monthis ago, me praying that the really vulgar one not post anymore? Gosh, should I just sit here and put myself into autopilot, channelling mode, just let them type and post shit like that? Duh! I don't think so

Maddie is so young that I feel that she is now with our father. Do you sense her as here or on the other side? How rare is the snake-eye gene that she has? I met a guy here like that, my boss. I wonder who/where/how that gene comes along?

The voices told me yesterday to tell you to be very careful about what you eat. Pure uprepared foods are best. Always take vitamins after every single meal. Every meal. Taking vitamins makes us toxic to them, like one of those roach motel thingys. Yea, we are their hosts, but that dont mean that we're gonna just sit here and take it. I pray that you will be held to a steady the vitamin routine, lifelong. NOJ

Your letter seemed to speak of many peculiar things that have been happing around here lately. I burned myself with the hot water yesterday, and I also lost my eye glasses out in the yard. There is now clover growing with white flowers in that patch of the yard where I was praying last week. Your statement about their sexual overtones/advances shows us that they are definitely perps. "Must post devils here" must mean that your spouse stuck his head in the room.

You take care, and hang in there.

Love and Light,
Cal

you got it duck i got carried off my a metaphoral stork which dos mean that i am his baby no more not now and yes i do not never give over my devils not for nothing and you are utterly truly amazing and i do not half love you with all my heart and not my soul not yet andnow i can see you and now i am back in my old own bed and he is not half not in here and i am perfectly safe and der is not nasty feelings and i cam kinda doing schizophrenic like sort of writing two lots of diffferent ways to bring those not real devils out, not mouth and i do not do god no longer cos he gets rather nervous whemn om around and do not forgot that word and i never never ever stop wotking for our maddies parents and i will never nevr ever have too much of a problem not any more not that ive found her and she was not watched not for nothing and dis ring will not leave my finger why do you not do what i did and dust ditch all tablets and dust go natural and i do eat pig mean though that has now made me feel a little big conscience over there cos i know those animals are intelligent and i know this an all all animals are not death not either and i know our seas would never had run dry they would have so merely solidified with all the gunk and goo and lots and lots of doggies in there and that was what it was all about man was mammouth without a lot of cloning so dare not dink about it not for far too long cos i found it all rather scarey and now i dust herd the voice of my one i called panic and i am so happy cos he is back and now i must dust tell you that thre ants would do no part of it and went straight back down not to where they did not belong though they went straight out of black holes and those soldiers ants did not more and did extinct even dem ants knew what it was all about and a great big ant is beautiful and heer is here now and she is licking not the apyrus not for nothing and there is no scarines now and i did not open my rather large window with dat ant on my finger not for nothing and der must be no klue klux klan not never ever ever again and der must be lots of hope for lots of peole and fancy that a bloke who will not put up with meand my nuns bad mums moods and now i feel sick and i cant drink enough water fast enough i am dat dry dem were them days arent i foool not wanting to be famous no... i am not going on dat telly im no good at speeches and i dont want lorries taken off me and you can do dat if you want im not so fabulous these days and now i taste the wind i did not drank through john and now i guessed it right my famous not piss artist last night did not hit the bottle not for nothing and now ive got his great stonking hand over and even those rather beautfiful voices and not watch too much television neither cos it was never so scary as those great big soldier ants and now those are not back in and a little tiny fly a wine type has just appeared over your place and the computer did double up you and me i was reading first your words and den mine wods and there is no question like this goo on send me an email and ive dust been landed on by dos flies and do not send me an email not for long cos its ever so stuck and i cant open my in box do you know owt about computers and i will ask no again though is rather a large bunch of keys hidden not away from you under no stone and not a treasure hunt for nothing and dos keys and now his mobile phobe goes missing and he did not hide those keys not for nothing dem was apaortaged out of here like loads of stuff goes missing and sometimes its me getting rather confused and den its not and mostly it was him being rather far too nasty and den its not our fathers domains not for nothing and now president obama is not here no longer he has not bogged off back so you must not bother do not chuck the tablets not unless you want to and need a no fever and my had ache is not so very bad and guess what ha ha im not even taking paracetomols cos that tablet do not werr not for me and now we got a big one down and now i tell you not the rest of my story about those peeriods not for nothing

 

[calfellows]

Softwhisper,

I do understand your viewpoint. It's a bit like conforming to the world that exists in order to fit in (survival). Most folks will do this without giving it a second thought (conformed). I'm different, but this is the life that they chose to live and/or inflict. Actors of a stage. Theatre...

Looks to me like you've already reached a certain point, similar to where I am right now. A Sifting. A sinking ship where you throw all of the bullshit overboard in order to try and keep the ship afloat. There's still that hole in the hull, but maybe I can make it to a sandbar or something. Sifting...

Thank you for resending the file. I will work on that tomorrow, and will also try to convert it to PDF, which is a web standard format. Take a peek at this free storage archive website, free movies, books, documents, music/audios, and more : http://www.archive.org

Betty Butterfield is a crossdressing comedian here in the USA, in Texas. Check him out on archive.org:

http://www.archive.org/search.php?query=Betty Butterfield

Cal

 

[terri]

hello softwhisper

please take care. I know you do not mean nowt utterly offernsive ewhatsiever but I HAVE TO SAY THIS JANICE IS BACK AND I MUST NOT LET HER DOWN........GOT JESUS

My hair is a mess and i have a rotten herad ache this morning and i aint half had no sleep not whastoever and i cant gengigidlsla;dkdjdkf f

do not watch no television and do not wish not no one a very merry christmas not next week like not right now.... ta ta for no t the unforeseeanble future im not very well dats that all and i am not a boatd and rather sea side not for nothing and my legs hurt as well and i know this does not sound ridiculous but there is a young man next door and he is rather loudly tapping so not these waves not no molre and i do not wish anyone not a merry christmas for not too long

 

[imported_softwhisper]

Hello Cal…

Thank you…for…this…link…
I…will…look…later…
It…is…a…great…achievement…to…rise…above…the hub…
To…stay…there…
Is…a hard…progression…
It…is…achievable…
And…
To…take…achievement…
Of…self…
There…
Takes…possibility…
To..achieve…goals…
I…feel…your…goals…rather…similar…
Mankind…progressing…to…a better…self achievement…
It…is…possible…to…take..self..enhancement…
When…we..strife…to…help…
That…
What…doesn’t…see…quite…so…clear…
The fog…rises…
And…
The clear..way…to…enhancement…achieved…
To…enhance…ones self….
Is…surely…a prospect…
Worth..a try…

Softwhisper (xxxhugsxxx)

 

[imported_softwhisper]

Hello Terri...
Im ...sorry...to hear...
that...
you a...are...rather...
under...the weather...
i...do...hope...
you...feel...better...soon...

softwhisper(xxxhugsxxx)

 

[calfellows]

Terri,

Saint Dimas is the saint to help you find lost items (keys). You are supposed to tie a red cloth or ribbon to the leg of your kitchen table as a representative of the prayer until it is answered, item found. I once found my wallet which had fallen down into the bed frame along the side of my bed, against the wall. Now that was a strange find, very strange that I even looked in that location to tell you the truth.

Maddie, well, can only hope that she is in Gd's hands.

You are wrong to say that I was never a nutter. Nearly all of us are at first, until we finally put 2 and 2 together.. I once believed that the voices were coming from tooth fillings and I wanted the dentist to remove the filling/implants. I also once thought my mum was them or something, and poisoning me. I thought you had read my book?

They can bend us to absolute extremes/actions, like nohj who was sitting there tapping on you, and without anyone ever realzing it. It's just their nature, obsession, and with territorial piss markings all over it; and also a careless and wreckless regard/contempt. They can't hide their utter contempt for humanity. You can always see it in their eyes and by their actions.

Pigs are scavengers, bottom feeders, don't have sweat glands and so they store toxins in their fat, can cause cancer & lukemia and such. Any animal which has parted hoof, and all shell fish and sea animals that do not have scales are scavengers, unclean.

Thinning and losing hair is normal as we age. May also have something to do with soap (lye) and the chlorine, flouride, and softeners that they put in water. Hair dyes too.

I can relate to you, the voices confusing you and pushing you to throw items out, important or valuable items, and with the feeling of bad vibrations or spite, or something. I've done the same thing.

Which inbox are you trying to open? Yahoo or your internet provider's inbox? If yahoo is not opening, then your password needs to be reset. Your internet provider inbox, you can go directly to their website and view that mailbox from their website, or just call them on the tele and they will help you to fix your inbox access. They will walk you right through it.

The tablets, well, it's the anti-depressant which I simply must take or I will sink to the bottom and drown. The megavitamins, like I said makes me just as strong as they are, but not stronger, which forces them to back off tremendously, helps me to stay on top of their bullshit, and also keeps me positive and moving forward, high hopes, pleasant, and also "hard bodied" as you say. The vitamins and exercise, with whole living foods does the trick. Try and see for yourself, that this will make you the head and not the tail, will put you in the drivers seat and not in the passenger seat like it is now. Try and see for yourself. May the Lord compel you "all" to do so, just so that you can see for yourself that there was always a way out of this, a way to get on top of this mess. Here in the USA, there is this old guy on the television every morning, exercise show, he's like 90 years old now, hard bodied, on top of the world, aint no spirits on top of him.

Jeezzz, I was working 12 hour shifts and ever had or took the time to take care of myself, had a lot of lose ends. I admire nohj for the fact that he does take his holidays, he does take the time to smell the roses. You are fortunate, weather you see it or not, to have such infuence in your life. I just finishe a long break, a long vacation, and now I'm thinking of taking something fairly light so that I can keep my head on my shoulders. Time flys. Oh, how time flys...

Love & Light,
Cal