- May 17, 2019
I'm tempted to self harm just to feel something. I smoke weed to help with my depression. And when I'm not high I want to harm myself...I've done it before, mostly because I feel numb. I think about stuff that drives me insane and makes me sad but I'm not sad, if that makes sense. I hear voices, voices of people I know replying to the thoughts in my head which drives me even more insane. That's besides the point. I feel like I might harm myself again but I don't want to, the urge is strong because self harming is somewhat...satisfying. Not only because I want to hurt myself but because it helps me feel something other than these thoughts that make me numb and sad at the same time.
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