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Numb to the bone

Justafriend95

Justafriend95

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I feel nothing at all..
Yesterday I got a call telling me my grandpa is dying.. my world fell apart..

Normally I am depressed but I feel sad, anxious and stuff.. now it's a blur..

I don't want to eat. The cuddle, to cry, to be mad.. I don't want anything.. I just want to sleep and I'm not capable of doing that...

So I stare into the wall.. saying nothing, feeling nothing
 
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HauntedWitch

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I feel nothing at all..
Yesterday I got a call telling me my grandpa is dying.. my world fell apart..Normally I am depressed but I feel sad, anxious and stuff.. now it's a blur..I don't want to eat. The cuddle, to cry, to be mad.. I don't want anything.. I just want to sleep and I'm not capable of doing that...So I stare into the wall.. saying nothing, feeling nothing
So sorry about your grandpa! It sounds as if you are in shock from the bad news and that is a normal part of the grieving process.
 
Someoldguy

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I feel nothing at all..
Yesterday I got a call telling me my grandpa is dying.. my world fell apart..

Normally I am depressed but I feel sad, anxious and stuff.. now it's a blur..

I don't want to eat. The cuddle, to cry, to be mad.. I don't want anything.. I just want to sleep and I'm not capable of doing that...

So I stare into the wall.. saying nothing, feeling nothing
Yeah. I've been in a similar place myself. I wish I could offer some profound words of wisdom, but I have nothing to offer apart from saying you're not alone.

Things eventually got better for me and I stopped feeling so bad, but it was a slow, painful process. It seemed the more I tried to make myself feel better, the worse the feelings became. It took a long time, and I'm sorry because I know that doesn't provide any relief today.
 
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Zoe1

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n yeah, so sorry about this
I am no stranger to grief ...
sometimes the pain is too much, sometimes I can go through some of it
it really helps me to be sharing here with others

keep writing ...

:love::love::love:
 
Justafriend95

Justafriend95

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Thanks everybody for being so sweet. It means a lot. I feel it to the bone.. he isn't even gone but I know he is in so much pain..

My headache takes 3 days now. I didn't sleep for almost 5 nights because of the noise here. Like chickens, streetdogs fighting, snoring from the room next door, de noice of the mosques..

I close my eyes but that's it.. I'm so tired..
Just want to sleep.. who has the magics to pull that of?
 
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Zoe1

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lots of magic sleepy bies
beddy bies time, plenty of thinkie time tomorrow
we will all be here

:loveshower::loveshower::loveshower::loveshower::loveshower:
 
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Zoe1

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try this sleep meditation recommended by Russell Brand

 
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