- Aug 31, 2013
I am Md. Momenul Hasan. First sorry for my poor English. I am 21. I am a student of Bsc. in Mechanical Engineering of a renowned public university in Bangladesh. I have been facing a great problem for the last 4-5 years. I am going to make a briefing about my problem. I fantasize, fantasize and fantasize. I do know every ordinary person do that. But i do this frequently and every moment and in every event of my life. My fantasizing subject is not about SEX or PORN or ROMANCE etc. Its only about STUDY. I fantasize that i am reading all of my syllabus, i am getting full marks in every exam, i am doing the best in my exam, i do not waste time, that means always i fantasize that i am the best student in my university(or even in this world!!!!). When i walk through the road i dont feel the urge to look any person around me. I do not have any close friend. I proposed a girl, but she refused saying that i am one kind of psycho. I put my headphone in my ear and fantasize anything i want. When i sit for study after reading a topic i start to fantasize that "i have read this topic and i know everything about it, people around world are praising me for my talent, i am doing best in the class test, etc etc. But i do not do anything i mean dont read anything just wasting my time thinking about those things. As a result i failed in my exam in the last three terms. And still now i cant sit to study but fantasizing always. But i do feel really good while i fantasize though it is now a life threatening issue. Please help me what can i do?