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HellRider

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I accepted pills finally. Decided to take depression meds and see where it leads me.

I need to build myself back up but I'm having the hardest time to do so. I'd have to go back to the gym to get back in shape but I can't bring myself to do it.

27 years of living in the same neighborhood I feel like I'm stuck here in a mental prison I've created myself. It's not a bad neighborhood but it's definitely nothing to be excited about, residential houses and nothing more, high mid to low income families. I've seen it all. I grow wary. I've walked the same path home since the age of 4. I feel like everyone's moved on and I'm still the same kid I've always been. A constant wheel

Mum's house is too safe, too good. There's 2 ways my life can go, only deeper into shit where I continue my meaningless job until death or I find someway to pick myself back up and make something of my life.

I get job offers to work in better jobs. They require technical skills that I haven't used in a year's time. And I'm starting to not be interested in these jobs anymore. These were jobs I'd actively seek, now that they come for me...meh.

I wish I knew what I was put on this planet for. It would all be easier then.
 
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I hope the meds do you some good.

Whatever you decide to do with work I hope you can find some job satisfaction, I find that very important and not everyone is so lucky to get it.

I don't know why I'm on this planet either but while I'm here I'll try and make the best of it and I'll be kind to others in the hope they'll be kind to me.
 
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You seem in limbo. Do you think taking a course or two in college would help you get interested again? I doesn’t have to be in your trade. You could take liberal arts.
 
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maybe you're caught up in a stereotype about having to work
even a gender thing ?
what if you're not well enough at the moment
and need some time off ?


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