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ellisdee1988
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Hey there i'm ellis and i'm 20, i just wanted some advice. I have very recently (in the last couple of days) been diagnosed with depression, after 3 years of trying shrug it off without seeking medical advice. I am sposed to be off to university in two weeks but i am dreading it, i'm not sure if i really want to go and if i can cope with my depression on my own without the support of my family because i quite often have suicidal thoughts and i need them there. I used to be a very confident person but in the past couple of years i have lost my confidence and find it hard to socialise with people i'm not familiar with let alone approach women. I live in a small town in the country and have a small group of mates almost exclusively male. And this is where my problem lies, i feel if i don't go to uni i will be stuck with my small group of mates and not be able to socialise with women and ultimately find a girlfreind. I feel like if i don't go to uni i may never meet that special girl this makes me even more depressed. I don;t really know what to do here... its such a difficult decision and i don't have alot of time to make it. i just feel stuck between a rock and a hard place. Any advice is welcome thanks for reading. Ellis