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mami5

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I don't feel safe in the house. I am so, so scared. He's coming for me. He wants me to hurt me. He's the devil. He has special powers. I don't. I'm nobody. I have to obey.
 
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Hi Mami,
I'm sorry this is happening to you, please call the crisis team. You sound very poorly Mami and need help.
This is probably an delusion, I know how scary delusions can be.
Medication often helps with delusions.
Hope you feel better soon, please don't hurt yourself.
Stay safe and take care.
Hugs.
 
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The stress from the cancer could have triggered an episode. I agree with Mayflower, I think you should call the Crisis Team.

I hope you feel better soon.

Much love xx
 
mami5

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Thank you Mayflower :hug: xxxx

I don't have the number for crisis team.

I went to drop in today and they phoned my CPN, she told me to do mindfulness and control my breathing.

I am so evil, he is coming for me. I'm not safe here. He knows where I am.
 
mami5

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The stress from the cancer could have triggered an episode. I agree with Mayflower, I think you should call the Crisis Team.

I hope you feel better soon.

Much love xx
Thank you Coast :hug: xxxxx

I'm already on meds and antipsychotics. This is real. It is happening. He's coming for me. :scared:
 
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Thank you Mayflower :hug: xxxx

I don't have the number for crisis team.

I went to drop in today and they phoned my CPN, she told me to do mindfulness and control my breathing.

I am so evil, he is coming for me. I'm not safe here. He knows where I am.
Hi Mami,
Ask your CPN for the number for crisis on Monday. You can phone out of hours for your GP, phone your GP surgery the number will be on the answerphone.
You could also phone 999 as your having a crisis.
They will help you Mami.
Please get help.
Take care
 
mami5

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Hi Mami,
Ask your CPN for the number for crisis on Monday. You can phone out of hours for your GP, phone your GP surgery the number will be on the answerphone.
You could also phone 999 as your having a crisis.
They will help you Mami.
Please get help.
Take care
Thank you again. :hug: xxxxx

I don't need to call anyone. I am not unwell. Don't think mindfulness will save me this time though somehow.

I'll go to bed soon. But I am definitely not safe there. Can't keep watch if asleep.
 
Mayflower7

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Hi Mami,
Your too poorly to realise how ill you are. Try to sleep it will help.
Keep in touch.
Hope you feel better soon.
Are you taking your meds?
Take care
 
mami5

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I am taking my meds. Honest.

I'm too scared to go to bed. Bad things happen there.
 
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I am taking my meds. Honest.

I'm too scared to go to bed. Bad things happen there.
Hi,
I believe you, please see your dr on Monday. Your dose might need adjusting.
Distract yourself Mami, sorry your scared about going to bed.
Take care
Hugs
 
mami5

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I'm trying to distract myself. I keep seeing movements in the shadows.

Won't be able to see my GP on Monday, got to book weeks in advance! She would only refer me to CMHT anyway if she thought it had anything to do with my MH.

I really appreciate all the support you've given me lately but don't understand why. You don't know me and yet you want to help me? It confuses me. Sorry.

I need to go now. He won't leave me alone. I can't resist.
 
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Hi Mami,
You should be referred back to CMHT, I don't want to confuse you. I like helping people and have been through mental health problems myself.
Hope you can get an urgent appointment with your GP.
Take care
 
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I'm trying to distract myself. I keep seeing movements in the shadows.

Won't be able to see my GP on Monday, got to book weeks in advance! She would only refer me to CMHT anyway if she thought it had anything to do with my MH.

I really appreciate all the support you've given me lately but don't understand why. You don't know me and yet you want to help me? It confuses me. Sorry.

I need to go now. He won't leave me alone. I can't resist.
Hi mami5 I'm sorry you are going through this I think it be good to speak to your GP about this but also I just wanted to say that you can also message me at any time and I'll do my best to help you, speaking about things helps a lot. I'm not on here every day but you can message me anytime and I'll always reply back to you.

Stay safe :hug1:
 
mami5

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Thank you Mayflower and Tired Tina :hug: xxxxx


he is still after me. He's whispering in the shadows. Wants me to hurt me like I did last night. I don't want to go with him. But I am evil. It is what I deserve. I am scared. He's coming for me.
 
Mayflower7

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Hi Mami,
Please don't hurt yourself, do you need help with any injuries?
Your anti-psychotic medication isn't working as it should, please see your Drs.
You must be frightened Mami, lots of people want to help you on the forum.
Have you ever told your CPN about what happens with the devil?
Hope you feel better soon
Take care and stay safe
 
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