
keepsafe
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Hello,
I'm not quite sure if I should post here?
I have been currently seeing my G.P two to three times a week since Sept with depression. In between sept and now I have also had crisis care. I am in the process of assesment by a clinical psychologist, the problem is I have had two appointments already and then the psychologist has gone off sick for the forseeable future. I have an appointment on Wednesday with a new psych - which they said I would still see the same one in the New Year - but anyway I'm really scared I don't want to do this anymore, I don't feel like I will ever be able to get over what I am trying to battle with and I don't know how I can talk about it or what they will want me to say. My doctor says I cannot and will not get better without treatment and no matter how many tablets they threw at me it wouldn't make it better.
I am on mertazapine and zopiclone, I have just been taken off respiridone - but I now feel like I'm drawing even further in to myself - like I'm trying to hide from everyone and everything including myself. I don't want to let my doctor down - she has tried really hard to help me.
They know the problem but I am in constant battle with myself to confront it.
Can anyone help???? Listen?????
Not a great intro sorry :-((
I'm not quite sure if I should post here?
I have been currently seeing my G.P two to three times a week since Sept with depression. In between sept and now I have also had crisis care. I am in the process of assesment by a clinical psychologist, the problem is I have had two appointments already and then the psychologist has gone off sick for the forseeable future. I have an appointment on Wednesday with a new psych - which they said I would still see the same one in the New Year - but anyway I'm really scared I don't want to do this anymore, I don't feel like I will ever be able to get over what I am trying to battle with and I don't know how I can talk about it or what they will want me to say. My doctor says I cannot and will not get better without treatment and no matter how many tablets they threw at me it wouldn't make it better.
I am on mertazapine and zopiclone, I have just been taken off respiridone - but I now feel like I'm drawing even further in to myself - like I'm trying to hide from everyone and everything including myself. I don't want to let my doctor down - she has tried really hard to help me.
They know the problem but I am in constant battle with myself to confront it.
Can anyone help???? Listen?????
Not a great intro sorry :-((