Not proud of it........TW!

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I have from time to time, but last time I admitted to it I was hospitalised.
I’m sorry vanish but that made me smile. I remember telling my pdoc shes only medicating me to keep me quiet about the aliens among us and that she worked for the government. And I was hospitalised as well.
 
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Glad I was able to make you smile Daf x
In all seriousness, I was at the time, not the sanest of people to be around.
 
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I think I'm having some psychopatic traits. wanted to be hospitalised , but the doctor said it's not the case.
 
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No, they are not homicidal commands in my case, but revenge fantasies. Not always these fantasies include homicide. They are caused by past trauma. And when i finally opened up and put my trust in one doctor, guess what happend? He abused me also and all my mental health problems have become worse, a living hell.
I am going to leave him a nice feedback, so he will have fewer clients... but this is far from what he really deserves.
 
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About psychopathy.. I'm woring to much about my mental health. I imagine I'm having a lot of disorders that I might not have.
 
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No, they are not homicidal commands in my case, but revenge fantasies. Not always these fantasies include homicide. They are caused by past trauma. And when i finally opened up and put my trust in one doctor, guess what happend? He abused me also and all my mental health problems have become worse, a living hell.
I am going to leave him a nice feedback, so he will have fewer clients... but this is far from what he really deserves.
i think most people have revenge fantasies but would never act out on them :hug:
 
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No, they are not homicidal commands in my case, but revenge fantasies. Not always these fantasies include homicide. They are caused by past trauma. And when i finally opened up and put my trust in one doctor, guess what happend? He abused me also and all my mental health problems have become worse, a living hell.
I am going to leave him a nice feedback, so he will have fewer clients... but this is far from what he really deserves.
I’ve def mentally plotted revenge too but I KNOW I would never come close to doing anything to remotely harm another person. I think it’s normal to think about that sort of thing when we are angry. Adrenaline, right? Fight or flight.