Sorry not posted for a while. I had a real bad time as was talking loads about the abuse I suffered and the baby I once lost. A couple of weeks ago I attacked the person that abused me, I wanted him to feel some of my pain, feel some of the suffering I feel, to be hurt like I was. Anyway after I attacked him I went into hiding. I stayed in my room for about a week. I put my bed against the door and my wordrobe against the window. I only left my room the once in that week and was in a bad way. I was hearing voices and could not trust anyone. The voices are still there and are very strong.