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Lincoln1990

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I feel myself going downwards. Im so scared. I'm crashing. Maybe once I go back to work tomorrow I will be better.

I'm not suicidal or anything. Just a little depressed...ok maybe not a little but I'm depressed...

I need work...I need purpose in a day. I've done nothing today except have my cars declined even though I have money in my account. I'm so frustrated.

*my debit card was declined, not "cars"...
 
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Purple Chaos

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Sorry to hear you're feeling pretty crappy (and that your card was declined, that's pants and enough to make anyone feel low!). Do the weekends or times when you've no plans usually feel worse for you?

I hope you feel better once you're back at work.
 
Lincoln1990

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Sorry to hear you're feeling pretty crappy (and that your card was declined, that's pants and enough to make anyone feel low!). Do the weekends or times when you've no plans usually feel worse for you?

I hope you feel better once you're back at work.
I just started working last week. But Ive been doing good :(
 
Lincoln1990

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BubbleGum said:
I'm sorry sweetie. That happend to me
One time. It really sucks. Never did
It again. Are you able to check your
Banking online when you make a
Purchase?

It is a horrible feeling until you have
That paycheck. You won't get
Penalized will you? Not to much I
Hope.

I know I have money in my account. I check it often and I checked it last night. I don't know what's going on. Will have to call them when I have my lunch.
 
Parissa

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:hug:

Well done you, going to work when still depressed. I've worked through depression too. It is possible sometimes. Do you have a sympathetic employer incase you need time off?

Love Parissa
 
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Hey Lincoln! Hope you are feeling okay now. No need to stress and well done on posting, when I feel like that I go and hide :hidesbehindsofa:

Have a hug!

:hug5:

davey x
 
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Hope work tomoro or is it today by now helps you feel better. Am glad it is helping
 
Lincoln1990

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Sue is pissed because I got a job. Little does she know I need it for financial issues. Yeah, I don't pay rent but I have bills from my past hospitalizations. I was sick of never having money.

I go in today on my lunch hour. Hopefully she won't yell too much...

I'm feeling much better...
 
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That seems weird...... that she's pissed you got a job....
What does she think you should be doing all day?
If you enjoy the job, and it's not detrimental to your mental health, then that's a good thing, right? Or not....?
Weird.
 
Lincoln1990

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Pepe I dont know. She told me she doesn't think I'm ready. But I am. And my employer told me if I need some time off that will be ok.

I'm so confused. I talk to her today so I will see what she has to say more...
 
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why dont you tell her you need it for the money.
 
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Hope today went well and you managed to sort it out with your therapist
 
Lincoln1990

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The way I explained to Sue about it she is actually better for me to have the job. She thought I would be really overwhelmed.
 
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