- Jan 9, 2016
My ptsd in particular has been bonkers lately. Ive been majorly depressed and making horrible choices. My whole state is on divert...no available beeds for behavioral health paitients and ive been sent home five times from the hosptial seeking treatment. Ive had two hours of sleep in the past day and a half only to be woken up by a nightmare. Im unbmedicaided because my therapist wants me stabilazed on my meds and therfore i must be hospitalized. I tried reaching out to friends who only told me its in my head and people deal with much worse than I and I just need to think differently and I am not trying hard enough. I feel as though Iam. I am out of options. Please help.