- Mar 20, 2021
The problem is I don’t really have any interests other than being vegan and veggie so there’s no chance of forming connections there. I’m not very clever and suspect I have a learning disability. I think I was put in the top class at school as a cruel joke so I would struggle. My older brother went to the same school and he was bullied by the same headmaster so I suspect they knew I wasn’t clever like him and thought they would make things hard by tricking me into thinking I was amongst the clever ones only to be constantly left out and left behind with studying realising I didn’t understand a single thing. Not once did the teachers try and help me and I often end totally ignored. I’m a born loser with no hope at success.My favourite people are the ones that are just that little bit unsure of themselves despite being awesome. That vulnerability makes me want to both pick them up high above my head and/or grab them by the shoulders shaking them saying "Look how great you are!"
Most of us walk around being unsure of things, even the regular Joe's out there on this thing called planet earth. None of us have it all figured out, we all make mistakes, we all win and lose. As long as you are being true to who and what you are then you are doing things right. It's only when people pretend to be something that they're not that people kind of pick up on it and feel unsure of them. If meeting people is the kind of thing you really want to do then you could look into joining some groups that align with your interests and then you might hit it off with people that have shared interests that are looking to meet people too.