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No social life

Golscen

Golscen

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Joined
Apr 8, 2019
Messages
3
Location
Italy
I am a master student of management in a reputable university. I diagnosed with bipolar disorder last year. I went to the psychiatric because of the unsuccessful suicide attempt he prescribed some medicine but they have not worked properly. I feel depressed now and I have no social life. I passed the phase of extreme anxiety and now I just feel numb. after attempting suicide I decided to study abroad so I moved to Italy. here I couldn't find any friend or I couldn't build up any social life. I met a guy and it ended up loving me in a violent way so I left him but he didn't leave me so I was struggling with him and his stalking for several months last year he beat me so hard sometimes. After that, I felt even more depressed that I stopped visiting those few people which I knew here. I feel worthless. I can't love or take care of myself I feel stupid, fat and ugly despite the fact that I am straight A student, logically I know it but I cannot believe it. I study in one of the best universities in Itay in a very beautiful city but I can't help myself. I see my classmate on FB or Instagram hanging out but they never invite me. I understand them because I have nothing to interest them. socialising makes me anxious. It's been one year and a half since I am here but there is no progress in my social life. I feel extremely unattractive (no one has ever said to me that I am ugly or something and I heard the opposite quite often because I cannot believe anything good about myself). I know my story is quite boring but I am not in a position to get a professional help so I hope that someone with some nice words and clear mind just understands me.
 
Fairy Lucretia

Fairy Lucretia

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Apr 9, 2011
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33,708
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Magical fairy wonderland xxxx
hi I just wanted to welcome you to the forum
I know what it is like to not like yourself x
I hope you can start to feel better about yourself in the future ,maybe try therapy?
I hope you like it here and get more replies soon
love Lu xx
 
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RoJo

Member
Joined
Jan 26, 2019
Messages
19
Location
East Texas
Hey I’m really sorry about everything that has happened to you. No one should have to go through that. I want you to know that you are really worth it. You are an amazing person, even if you don’t feel like you are. I’ve been exactly where you are, I still struggle with that mindset sometimes. I promise you those negative thoughts aren’t true. Keep on fighting I know better days are ahead 😊
 
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