- Dec 14, 2019
I would never wish this constant state of fear and irrational thoughts on anyone. Sometimes I feel so tired of trying to hide my true feelings, but mental illness has such a stigma, that I know I must, in order to maintain stability for my children. No one understands, unless you experience it. And there's nothing I can do or anyone can do or say to stop it from happening. I want to wake up happy and looking forward to the day ahead, instead I'm terrifed. This is no way to live. I'm going back on meds. Thanks for listening.