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Justafriend95

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Who are the weeks so long.. Every day is taking 5 days in my head. It feels terrible 😑
 
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It doesn't help it seems dark all day.
 
Justafriend95

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Just want to hurt myself even more.. 😔😥
But I know I can't I will fail my friends even more
 
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Try distracting yourself if that helps from the self harm.
 
Justafriend95

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Going to swim again today. Time to give all I have until I can't swim no more.. last Time out was 41 labs in 40 minutes. Have to do at least 50 now
 
Justafriend95

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So frustrated I just want to swim again..
Just don't want to fight myself anymore.. I'm so done with fighting.. I just want to give up.. stop therapy.. let me suffer on my own..

I am always going to be miserable ... I'm just going to give up.. fuck therapy with there it's going to be alright shit! And telling me to be alone when I tell them that I'm a danger to myself.

They just want me to fuck it up. They don't believe me when I tell them this is going to end bad..

I'm going to be the bitch from now on! FUCK OFF PEOPLE JUST FUCK OFF!
 
ThisIsOnlyABumpInTheRoad

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So frustrated I just want to swim again..
Just don't want to fight myself anymore.. I'm so done with fighting.. I just want to give up.. stop therapy.. let me suffer on my own..

I am always going to be miserable ... I'm just going to give up.. fuck therapy with there it's going to be alright shit! And telling me to be alone when I tell them that I'm a danger to myself.

They just want me to fuck it up. They don't believe me when I tell them this is going to end bad..

I'm going to be the bitch from now on! FUCK OFF PEOPLE JUST FUCK OFF!
Even though you say that, its nice to have someone to talk to. Even if its just listening. Like flying kangaroos yknow? You never know when one will parachute into your house. :3

Its ok to be angry, just make sure to take care of yourself ok? And why not go swimming again? Why not go every day or every other day? Half hour every night or something. A destraction as well as a way to be free
 
Justafriend95

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Even though you say that, its nice to have someone to talk to. Even if its just listening. Like flying kangaroos yknow? You never know when one will parachute into your house. :3

Its ok to be angry, just make sure to take care of yourself ok? And why not go swimming again? Why not go every day or every other day? Half hour every night or something. A destraction as well as a way to be free
Yeah going to swim 4 days out of 5. One of my friends will go with me. So that's good..

I was just really frustrated about something that happens at therapy.. they basically told me to fix it myself.. they give me the feeling that they don't fucking care about me for a shit!
 
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