- Jul 7, 2019
Who are the weeks so long.. Every day is taking 5 days in my head. It feels terrible
Even though you say that, its nice to have someone to talk to. Even if its just listening. Like flying kangaroos yknow? You never know when one will parachute into your house. :3So frustrated I just want to swim again..
Just don't want to fight myself anymore.. I'm so done with fighting.. I just want to give up.. stop therapy.. let me suffer on my own..
I am always going to be miserable ... I'm just going to give up.. fuck therapy with there it's going to be alright shit! And telling me to be alone when I tell them that I'm a danger to myself.
They just want me to fuck it up. They don't believe me when I tell them this is going to end bad..
I'm going to be the bitch from now on! FUCK OFF PEOPLE JUST FUCK OFF!
Yeah going to swim 4 days out of 5. One of my friends will go with me. So that's good..Even though you say that, its nice to have someone to talk to. Even if its just listening. Like flying kangaroos yknow? You never know when one will parachute into your house. :3
Its ok to be angry, just make sure to take care of yourself ok? And why not go swimming again? Why not go every day or every other day? Half hour every night or something. A destraction as well as a way to be free