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No idea if it's real or in my head

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Raistlin

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I'm off my meds again, and I was doing fine for several months. I keep doing this I'll take my meds for awhile, think I'm doing good try to beat it on my own, then revert back to scitso me. Right now I know I'm cycling. I have no appetite, and I have a hard time sleeping. Anyway I went on several rants lately on social media. When I'm on my meds I never do this. Now though I have I don't know if they are trolls or the real thing, telling me the government is coming to get me, and they think I'm some terrorist or something. The thing is if this were true would they not already be here? I was told by a guy in discord they were studying me or some such. Would they really let someone they think as some terrorist go to study for years before doing anything? Is it all in my head? I'm just scared I have no idea if people are trolling me or what.
 
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Raistlin

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I keep thinking I can beat this thing on my own, I can't. I give up trying to. I need meds and to stay on them. I'm in the process of getting an appointment with a doctor to get back on them. I responded well to InVega, tho I don't like all the side effects.
 
Mr.NiceGuy

Mr.NiceGuy

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I have the same problem. Someone or something has told me they are officer's of the law and that I'm going to prison about ten thousand times in the past two years. I repeatedly ask them why and they give no answer. It puts me in danger in several ways. For one I end up making a mess with real cops because I confuse the 'ghost officer's of the law of thought' with real cops and look crazy to the point that they call an ambulance for me. But I also will take my meds for a few months then gradually work myself into a groove where I stay up late and fool around with things that lead to hearing voices all day. Right now I'm coming out of a recent hospital stay which generally calms the voices down for awhile. Not to sure what the future holds though.
Notes from the ship
 
MeropeneM

MeropeneM

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Can you post a screenshot of the PM you received? Admins will ban their account.
 
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