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Amorerose

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My sister and her husband are visiting. Today her husband told me that he wants to fuck me and get me pregnant. My sister was laughing the whole time and smiling. She told me that he almost did last night at the hotel room. She just smiles and seems to like the idea and I think she would let him rape me and get off on it. I can't trust either of them and I just wanted my sisters to be my family but I don't want to be raped...

I feel so alone and I need to get away. It's fucked up and I have no one... I just wanted a family. I'm afraid my mom will get mad if I tell her. I have to get a van so I don't end up kicked out because I'm the unwanted one. It's all so messed up.
 
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Sorry you're having a bad time Rose, that all sounds pretty messed up. You don't need to listen to that sort of talk. Hope things get better for you.
 
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So sorry to hear that. It’s very difficult situation you’re in knowing that your sister isn’t bothered by what’s happening. Just be careful and you should let someone you trust know. You should tell your mom because your brother in-law has no right to talk to you like that.
I hope everything goes well for you
 
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I can't tell my mom. She already hates me. She'll pretend it doesn't exist. I just don't want to deal with it.
 
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Woah! That would seriously mess with my head. I feel for you rose.
Is there anyone you trust that you can talk to?
 
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thats really terrible
are you living with your mom ?
have you got a sympathetic doctor you can talk to about this ?
this is not how people are supposed to behave in a family
and there is probably help available for you
 
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Can you contact someone who knows about a women’s refuge.

eg. GP, or someone at the surgery.
If you fone or go in person.

CAB (citizens advice bureau) they are very helpful.
 
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that is disgusting ,I would be tempted to cut them out of your life
im sorry you experienced such an awful thing
we are here for you xxxx
 
Amorerose

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Thanks everyone. I honestly don't know because I do love my sister and my nephew. I just wish it wasn't like this. They want me to visit during my winter break but I feel afraid to be alone far from home around her husband. Plus it doesn't seem like she would stop him from doing anything to me. It gives me the creeps...

I'm going to see a therapist to talk to but my family is generally fucked up so I am almost conditioned for it.
 
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yes if you are just starting therapy
might not be a good time to travel far to family on your own
can you talk to them on Skype for a bit ?

I have this problem that I love my family
but they also do triggering things
so I have to limit my contact with them

:hug:
 
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had to read this 2 times i would personally consider cutting your sister out i know you want to see her but that seems like a toxic relationship saying shit like that is fucked up dont allow that
 
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