No control

[TOONAFISH]

How many mental health problems is it possible to have at the one time for god sake. I have just got over a manic phase followed by deep depression. seem to be feeling a bit brighter, but the other side has started. bulimia, constantly feeling the need to organise everything into set catagories, stressed, low self esteem, arghghghghghghgghghgh! i feel i have no control over any of my emotions. it is so upsetting. i am repulsed by myself. can that ever be changed. i dont feel down, i just hate myself. pointless post sorry. does anyone ever feel similar? x

 

[KP1]

yes I do feel similiar as time goes on I feel I have got more and more things wrong with me. It maybe that I am discovering more issues through psychotherapy that were always there but buried. I don't know thw answers or the reasons why I just know that its hard going.