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jekel1
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im waiting for my crisis team to come at 2pm , they rang and i told them i have un controllable urges to hurt my self, she said i need to go for a walk till they come, i really r=feel bad, yesterday i even looked at funeral plans as if i cant stop this i will end it, i have bi polar one and at the moment i feel mixed. i said i need to go and stay in a phc ward and she said we will see but there are no beds, like its like i want to go there , i want to go because i cant control my urges to hurt. butlins