- Dec 13, 2018
HELLO!! I won’t really put my name out there yet haha but I’m looking for some advice . I don’t wanna use the word depressed yet but for years I’ve always had suicidal thoughts . I believe I’m very ugly . I got attacked when I was younger and I never did anything about it . Years later I’m crying myself to sleep. As I get older I’m actually scared I won’t find love which is odd since I never really thought like that growing up . I feel lonely sometimes I look up ways to kill myself . I don’t think I’ll do it but i know it’s unhealthy to think it as much as me . I’m sorry if I’m typing this in the wrong place or I offend somebody somehow. I'm just looking for some answers honestly . Thank you for reading this !