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emmaBZ
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- Jun 9, 2010
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hi im new here, i have been diagnosed with anti-natal depression ( i have had it with every one of my children ) and am taking meds ( when i remember !) my little one is 19 mnths now, but over the past few days i am feeling very low, i feel like im spiraling down and cant stop and im going to crash down hard, i ahve 4 children and work 3 hrs in evenings but cant be bothered with anything, really want to forget work, its so stressful im a supervisor for a cleaning company been doing it for 4 mnths but was just left to get on with everything, i never done job before, and dont get any support from boss, am on verge of telling them to stick it. i dont want to get up in morning, i even find myself driving to work in a daze and thinking what would happen if i drove the car into that tree !!! then i think what about my babies that would upset them, i think thats all thats stopping me, im really scared, i tried to explain this to hubby, but he cant seem to understand he thinks im just putting myself down, but i feel its so much more, i dont know how to explain it to him, hes recently been made redundant and is home but i feel so alone, i tried to get doc app but will have to try again 2moro, just need to talk to someone, anyone before i do something