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CrashtestMummy
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Hello, have posted a few times but havent done this bit,
Um..... I work as AE nurse and have had experance on both sides of the floor, having done a fairly good OD(researched it on toxbase then miscalculed the mils/ mg in my madness) it didnt work and worked with DSH, OD and other presentaions I can emphasise and I feel i dont upset or put down like I have seen some colleuges of mine do (I think this is mainly ignorence )
I am fairly good at hiding how bad I am feeling and had anti natel depression which became post natel depression ( proberly purpural ) as i had all manner of wonderful delusions, and hallucinations My husband at the time was very surportive and helped me cover it up and hold it together when the HV appeared my GP was informed and met me and tried to give me meds and refer me to the crisis team and i never attended and they never questioned it!!!
I guess having never really treated the first incidence that although it subsided its always been in the background ticking along and then I imploded about 18 months ago and have been on meds since ..............
apart from that i have a 5yr old daughter who I hold my self together for and hence why I manage to work (bills and mortgage) i live in fear that "they " would take her away from me and 3 scatty cats and a love when feeling better of adrenline junkie sports !
Um..... I work as AE nurse and have had experance on both sides of the floor, having done a fairly good OD(researched it on toxbase then miscalculed the mils/ mg in my madness) it didnt work and worked with DSH, OD and other presentaions I can emphasise and I feel i dont upset or put down like I have seen some colleuges of mine do (I think this is mainly ignorence )
I am fairly good at hiding how bad I am feeling and had anti natel depression which became post natel depression ( proberly purpural ) as i had all manner of wonderful delusions, and hallucinations My husband at the time was very surportive and helped me cover it up and hold it together when the HV appeared my GP was informed and met me and tried to give me meds and refer me to the crisis team and i never attended and they never questioned it!!!
I guess having never really treated the first incidence that although it subsided its always been in the background ticking along and then I imploded about 18 months ago and have been on meds since ..............
apart from that i have a 5yr old daughter who I hold my self together for and hence why I manage to work (bills and mortgage) i live in fear that "they " would take her away from me and 3 scatty cats and a love when feeling better of adrenline junkie sports !