New Week

[Yorkshiremare]

Back at work (since on part time hours) after a mixed weekend. I seem to cope with Saturdays but it is always Sundays that bring me down. I start thinking about my ex and being alone. Deep down though this imagine I have is not like what the reality was and I hate myself for even giving him my head space. But being a depressed woman I do and forget that I have so much in my life to be happy about.

I am dreading this week as I have my first counselloring session with my new doctors after being off work again. I know it will be beneficial but it is just the thought of starting again telling someone all my worries and it is natuarl I am going to get upset.

I took sleeping tablets last night so taht I did not stay up all night worrying.

Try and concentrate on work I guess.

 

[unlucky]

Hope you got on ok at work