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my situation started out very different and very real
i was on vacation earlier this year and it was my first time having a vacation alone. i got stoned off an edible and the neighbors of the apartment i stayed at were talking to me. these voices were very real, 2 men in their 20s that tormented me thru out the night.
ever since then, every time i got a little too high and was alone, i heard their voices mocking me again. i started to doubt the existence of the men from the first exp
recently i moved out to live on my own. i didnt hear any voices for the first couple of weeks, until my neighbors, who sound like maybe one or two men in their 20s, started to torment me one night after i got stoned. this exp was also very real. i know because other neighbors were interacting with them (shouted at them to make them shut up)
these men even confirmed the first exp being real, said the whole thing was streamed on the internet and they made references to occurrences of that night
the walls to my place are v thin. i can't tell when theyre talking to me or when its in my mind. i used to think it was the weed, but i hear them sober. i tried taking a walk to get the voices to stop but the voices follow me & have become ingrained into my mind
to make matters worse, these men have claimed to have seen me naked, can track my every movement thru my apartment, have hacked an account of mine, and i had to deactivate another private social bc they found me on there
even as i typed this the men were laughing at every word i wrote and said theyll find this page, find my passwords, and ruin my future. these fucking demons have induced me with auditory hallucinations and are making me regret every day to day decision that i make.
i want to confront the real voices but i can never locate the exact apartment they're coming from. even if i find the right place, they can just deny it all.
any suggestions on what i should do?
*PS i have anxiety & depression & i might be a light narcissist (which in itself comes w its own anxieties of constantly being watched)
i was on vacation earlier this year and it was my first time having a vacation alone. i got stoned off an edible and the neighbors of the apartment i stayed at were talking to me. these voices were very real, 2 men in their 20s that tormented me thru out the night.
ever since then, every time i got a little too high and was alone, i heard their voices mocking me again. i started to doubt the existence of the men from the first exp
recently i moved out to live on my own. i didnt hear any voices for the first couple of weeks, until my neighbors, who sound like maybe one or two men in their 20s, started to torment me one night after i got stoned. this exp was also very real. i know because other neighbors were interacting with them (shouted at them to make them shut up)
these men even confirmed the first exp being real, said the whole thing was streamed on the internet and they made references to occurrences of that night
the walls to my place are v thin. i can't tell when theyre talking to me or when its in my mind. i used to think it was the weed, but i hear them sober. i tried taking a walk to get the voices to stop but the voices follow me & have become ingrained into my mind
to make matters worse, these men have claimed to have seen me naked, can track my every movement thru my apartment, have hacked an account of mine, and i had to deactivate another private social bc they found me on there
even as i typed this the men were laughing at every word i wrote and said theyll find this page, find my passwords, and ruin my future. these fucking demons have induced me with auditory hallucinations and are making me regret every day to day decision that i make.
i want to confront the real voices but i can never locate the exact apartment they're coming from. even if i find the right place, they can just deny it all.
any suggestions on what i should do?
*PS i have anxiety & depression & i might be a light narcissist (which in itself comes w its own anxieties of constantly being watched)
