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Cedar
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New here and would like to say hi.
I have had Mental Health issues to varying degrees since I was a teenager. (now in my 40's) Never did really find out what it was thought to be back then, despite spending time in a phscy unit.
In adulthood it has mainly been depression (I think) the latest epiosde has been going on for the last 2 years now.
This time I have returned to SH, and sucidal thoughts, something I havn't experianced since my teens. Everyday seems worse than the one before. Life has become hopeless, and I do nothing now because I want to, only because I have to or should do.
I'm on meds again, but have no faith in them, or the NHS in general. This time i've tried to be completely honest about everything in a letter to my GP. But I feel i'm just not being taken seriously.
I don't no what to do or were to turn. I seem to be running out of options fast.
Sorry I've gone on so much , meant to try to keep this short.
I have had Mental Health issues to varying degrees since I was a teenager. (now in my 40's) Never did really find out what it was thought to be back then, despite spending time in a phscy unit.
In adulthood it has mainly been depression (I think) the latest epiosde has been going on for the last 2 years now.
This time I have returned to SH, and sucidal thoughts, something I havn't experianced since my teens. Everyday seems worse than the one before. Life has become hopeless, and I do nothing now because I want to, only because I have to or should do.
I'm on meds again, but have no faith in them, or the NHS in general. This time i've tried to be completely honest about everything in a letter to my GP. But I feel i'm just not being taken seriously.
I don't no what to do or were to turn. I seem to be running out of options fast.
Sorry I've gone on so much , meant to try to keep this short.
to the forum, it's a good place to be!
