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Hello everyone.. So I'm new to this whole forum thing but right now i'm at the point where I've tried everything and talked to anyone i could that i thought wasn't going to think i was crazy but i haven't gotten any answers and apparently im still having hallucinations. I say apparently because it is so real to me.. I have had hallucinations before (drug induced) sad to say, i was younger but i was always able to tell the difference between hallucination and reality. now ill see and hear things that actually co-onside with whats "really happening". I never really thought i was hallucinating but when i have someone constantly telling me "that didnt happen", "i didnt do that", "i never said that", "your crazy","maybe you should go check yourself in", I have started second guessing myself and i have started to not trust my own judgement. I went to the doctors and we talked about what i see/hear and what i experience but i never got any answers. no testing no meds no nothing. im starting to feel alone. can someone please help me?
 
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I've never seen anything that I could say was not real but I have had the audio hallucinations.

It's terrible when you can't trust what you hear, I've had the TV say things to me and heard the people around me say things that weren't real either.

When I was on a hospital ward due to hearing voices back in 2016 two fellow patients who were talking to each other were apparently speaking random words (word salad?) and one of the staff who I was sure asked me to follow him yet his destination wasn't the telephone like I had assumed but was the women's bedrooms that were locked at all times and male patients were prohibited from entering.

We get many reports here on the forums of members saying that everywhere they go the people around them are talking about them, which most likely isn't the case.

I'm happy to say my medication seems to prevent this from happening so I can trust that what people are saying is true but for some unlucky people they don't get the same effect from their medication, they still see and hear things that are not real so it's unfortunately a roll of the dice.

Sadly there are no tests that can be done and your general practitioner (or at least in the UK) are not allowed to prescribe the medication, all they can do is refer you to a doctor who specialises in psychiatric conditions.
 
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Welcome!

While i have no idea about the topic of Hallucinations and don't want to guess and maybe say something incorrect, i still welcome you to this Forum!
Im still new aswell and it already helped me a ton, you will feel right at home here

Keep your head up high :hug:
 
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Hi welcome here - look up and research online how to raise your energy vibrations 'vibes' - this could help...
 
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*One light*
Thank you for the advice.. I will definitely try to look that up and see what I can do with that.
*LearntheEssentials*
Thank you for the warm welcome. Im usually a shy and reserved person but the comfortability of this forum is amazing.
*Nwiddi*
Yeah I hear ya on that. I was referred to a phycologist and we did talk but I have to start over cause I can't get ahold of him anymore.. Now I'm not quite sure how much info I'm allowed to give about myself but I'll just say this im a 33 year old female and I've never gone through this my whole life, (except for when I was 18 and experimented with drugs) but even that wasn't the same. My hallucinations then were like yours but now I only have them when my husband leaves. I'll hear a women's voice at such a low whisper that I can't really make out what she's saying. Then I'll hear what sounds exactly like my husband's work vehicle once he leaves the house pull right down the neighbors road. (our backyard butts up to our neighbors backyard) so you can hear when people talk and stuff. Now all this co-onsides with my husband's behaviors so naturally you'd wanna say he's cheating. Trust me I accuse him daily and it's a huge strain on our relationship.. I feel so stupid but it's been about 5 months since these hallucinations started and the mental mind fuck that comes from him for that long makes me start to second guess my own sanity.. Does any of this make any sense to anyone.. He tells me I'm hallucinating so maybe I am, I just have no idea how this all is supposed to be or what to expect or what signs to look for.
 
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