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gnasha
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- Jul 18, 2009
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Hi,
Just found your forum and feeling very glad that its hear.
I'm 30 and have been having a very difficult time of late so happy to find some people out there going through the same stuff.
Forgive me for putting this but I need to get it out.
My life seems to have fallen apart. I thought me and my partner were made for each other until I walked in on her cheating on me with an old friend of mine. Since then things have gone bad to worse. Eventually told my mother about being sexually abused, had a huge fight, went back to g/f to hear she wanted to be with this other person. Took an overdose. Found on bathroom floor and admitted to hospital. Went awol from work as couldn't deal with anything which has now led to me being sacked for being mentally incompetent.
G/f's new partner had me beaten up and still hasn't been arrested by the police. G/F asked to get back with me...though yay, at last somethings going right. Now have just been told that we're not back together and she still wants to see this other person.
Think I have finally reached lowest point. Can't stop crying as I get angry and I'm scared of what I'm going to do to myself. I need help but feel like I've got no one left to turn to. My life has been systematically destroyed and I don't know how to repair it...
Just found your forum and feeling very glad that its hear.
I'm 30 and have been having a very difficult time of late so happy to find some people out there going through the same stuff.
Forgive me for putting this but I need to get it out.
My life seems to have fallen apart. I thought me and my partner were made for each other until I walked in on her cheating on me with an old friend of mine. Since then things have gone bad to worse. Eventually told my mother about being sexually abused, had a huge fight, went back to g/f to hear she wanted to be with this other person. Took an overdose. Found on bathroom floor and admitted to hospital. Went awol from work as couldn't deal with anything which has now led to me being sacked for being mentally incompetent.
G/f's new partner had me beaten up and still hasn't been arrested by the police. G/F asked to get back with me...though yay, at last somethings going right. Now have just been told that we're not back together and she still wants to see this other person.
Think I have finally reached lowest point. Can't stop crying as I get angry and I'm scared of what I'm going to do to myself. I need help but feel like I've got no one left to turn to. My life has been systematically destroyed and I don't know how to repair it...