- Mar 14, 2021
- New York
Hi all - I just started a new job 2 weeks ago. I have been unemployed for a year and half because I was to afraid to go back to work being depressed and socially anxious. So I feel I have made a few connections at work with some of my co-workers and it feels so good! However, I constantly find myself thinking they are so much smarter than me. I think to myself that I am just an idiot and they are geniuses. And that somebody they are going to look at me and say what a fucking retard you are! You are such dumb ass! You don't deserve this job and you are fired. I hate these thoughts that go through my head. I have been told by others that I am intelligent person but I don't believe them.