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Affective
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I am really struggling. I am keep busying and this forum is contributing to me not thinking about harming myself or having bad thoughts. A week ago I came completely off Aripriprazole, Carbamazepine and Venlafaxine. I have been experiencing people talking through the walls, seeing a person no one else can see. I believe the government are out to get me and that the local 'mental health team' are actually working for the government as a sub-agency, who are monitoring me and want to harm me. I even believe people are monitoring me online.
I went to my GP today with my dad, as I am too scared to go out alone. He said I urgently need to go back on medication, or I could find myself in hospital. Where they will kill me.
So which medication would you recommend I try?
I am currently experiencing:
- Rage/Irritation
- Hearing people talk through walls
- Suspicion about my family, friends and 'health professionals'
- Seeing new colours, which are bad
- Feeling like I am part of a something. For instance, I feel sometimes when I am on the computer, I am a part of and can't move off it
- Some people are having a hard time understanding me verbally, as government is stealing my words from my head
- Some are also saying I have a bit of flat mood and that my speech is fairly slow
I was thinking maybe Risperidone at 0.25mg. I will ask my GP to ask someone to prescribe it to me, because I don't want to see my team. I am also willing to try something for my depression, not an antidepressant though.
I went to my GP today with my dad, as I am too scared to go out alone. He said I urgently need to go back on medication, or I could find myself in hospital. Where they will kill me.
So which medication would you recommend I try?
I am currently experiencing:
- Rage/Irritation
- Hearing people talk through walls
- Suspicion about my family, friends and 'health professionals'
- Seeing new colours, which are bad
- Feeling like I am part of a something. For instance, I feel sometimes when I am on the computer, I am a part of and can't move off it
- Some people are having a hard time understanding me verbally, as government is stealing my words from my head
- Some are also saying I have a bit of flat mood and that my speech is fairly slow
I was thinking maybe Risperidone at 0.25mg. I will ask my GP to ask someone to prescribe it to me, because I don't want to see my team. I am also willing to try something for my depression, not an antidepressant though.
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