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louise67
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i ended up in A&E last week with an accidental overdose.
i took tablets from the internet to help me sleep. i didnt know what i was taking or how many. turned out they had paracetamol in. i stopped once i started feeling ill, then got scared and managed to tell my sister by email.
i just want to sleep all the time, i dream about suicide and my funeral. i have voices that tell me stupid things, very angry and aggressive, which is so not me. i am normally a very quiet shy person who doesnt swear. i just dont want to be here anymore.
i have a husband and 2 kids who no nothing about how i am feeling as it would hurt them so much.
i have been refered by my GP to see the mental health team on thursday. the thought of going out scares me so much. when the phone rings i get shaky and feel my heart beating so fast. i hide the phone and keep the curtains drawn in the day.
i have had depression on and off for years but never felt like this before, and i am really scared. i dont know what is going to happen thursday. i dont want to end up in hospital. i HATE being away from home. i feel safe at home.
does anyon now what will happen at my appointment. it is with 2 people, a doctor and someone else. i feel so scared and alone.
i took tablets from the internet to help me sleep. i didnt know what i was taking or how many. turned out they had paracetamol in. i stopped once i started feeling ill, then got scared and managed to tell my sister by email.
i just want to sleep all the time, i dream about suicide and my funeral. i have voices that tell me stupid things, very angry and aggressive, which is so not me. i am normally a very quiet shy person who doesnt swear. i just dont want to be here anymore.
i have a husband and 2 kids who no nothing about how i am feeling as it would hurt them so much.
i have been refered by my GP to see the mental health team on thursday. the thought of going out scares me so much. when the phone rings i get shaky and feel my heart beating so fast. i hide the phone and keep the curtains drawn in the day.
i have had depression on and off for years but never felt like this before, and i am really scared. i dont know what is going to happen thursday. i dont want to end up in hospital. i HATE being away from home. i feel safe at home.
does anyon now what will happen at my appointment. it is with 2 people, a doctor and someone else. i feel so scared and alone.
