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Rottinginpain

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I'm diagnosed with depression and personality disorder. I have been self harming since I was 12 and I'm now 25. 12 is where the depression really started. I was abused as a child and that's made my life very difficult. At the moment with my depression I'm not functioning barely at all. My depression makes me stay in bed all day. I want to work but I just can't cope with it. My mood swings from low to being extremly suocidal. I'm never just ok. I'm obsessed with self harming and overdosing. I'm trying to quit and so far I've only lasted 8 days and my urges are driving me up the wall. I'm fed up of having to go to the hospital for self harm and they are fed up of me I'm sure!
I just want to die daily. I have no interest in anything and I hate who I am. I'm not a normal 25 year old. My Boyf won't start a family with me the way I am he claims I'm not safe and the children wouldn't be safe. That makes me sad but it's true.

Just venting here really Nd saying hi.
 
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Rose19602

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Hi Rottinginpain,

:welcome: to the forum and so sorry to hear how things have been...and are...for you.

I'm pleased that you are not going to start a family.....get well first hun and then think about it.

We have a busy personality disorders forum....and there are people here who have also suffered abuse ....very sadly.

I hope you can find a way through this and get some support here.

x
 
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