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xjonox
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- Oct 1, 2009
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Hi my name is jo im 19 yrs old 20 on the 16th 
I have been feeling really low for the past few months, and dont really know who i can turn to its like nobody understands me - im not reli sure i do either to be honest!!
I seem to find myself crying all the time even when im sat at work or just walking dwn the road!! ive seriously considered suicide numerous times (everyday really) however dont feel i could do that to my family - tho believe me sometimes i just want to swallow thousands of pills and just sleep and hope that i dont wake up!! Every morning i wake up i wish i hadnt!!
Ive now stopped eating after my recent split with a bf! im an average size 10 girl but feel as though i have to loose weight to feel attractive again ... its been 4 days since ive eaten but that seems to comfort me as it feels like thats the only thing i actually control in my life!
My friend wants me to go to the doctors but dont want to be signed of work if he confirms her fears! Work is the only time of day i feel half normal!
I cant physically be on my own as i found myself in tears all the time!
i guess the point of this post is to see if anyone is going thru the same as i feel like a complete freak! and if so any suggestions??
dont wanna feel like this anymore!!!!!!
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I have been feeling really low for the past few months, and dont really know who i can turn to its like nobody understands me - im not reli sure i do either to be honest!!
I seem to find myself crying all the time even when im sat at work or just walking dwn the road!! ive seriously considered suicide numerous times (everyday really) however dont feel i could do that to my family - tho believe me sometimes i just want to swallow thousands of pills and just sleep and hope that i dont wake up!! Every morning i wake up i wish i hadnt!!
Ive now stopped eating after my recent split with a bf! im an average size 10 girl but feel as though i have to loose weight to feel attractive again ... its been 4 days since ive eaten but that seems to comfort me as it feels like thats the only thing i actually control in my life!
My friend wants me to go to the doctors but dont want to be signed of work if he confirms her fears! Work is the only time of day i feel half normal!
I cant physically be on my own as i found myself in tears all the time!
i guess the point of this post is to see if anyone is going thru the same as i feel like a complete freak! and if so any suggestions??
dont wanna feel like this anymore!!!!!!
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