New and alone

[Vegan_cat_lover]

Hi all I'm new to this (yes I've already said that) I don't know what I expect really maybe someone to talk to. I feel very unwell right now like overly aware of my surroundings and I don't want that. I need something to detach me. I want to sit and not think, not feel and to just be there but not there in the sense that everyone and everything is an annoyance. This is making no sense I get that. But hopefully someone will come by this read it and get what I mean.
Nat

 

[AlwaysinCrown]

 

[one light]

Hi welcome here...

 

[Lanus]

Hi,

How do you think about the rest of you life ?

 

[UpnDwn1978]

Hi Vegan_cat_lover welcome to the forum

 

[Hillman hunter]

Good morning Vegan cat lover

 

[Vegan_cat_lover]

I think until I can get to a point where I can remove myself from my feelings nothing will alter. I want to read books, be alone and feel content

 

[Vegan_cat_lover]

Good morning Vegan cat lover

Hi fellow cat fan

 

[Hillman hunter]

Hi fellow cat fan

Hello , cats are fab ,
my boy cat is on the bed and girl cat- his sister is cleaning herself .
how are your cats ?

 

[UpnDwn1978]

I think until I can get to a point where I can remove myself from my feelings nothing will alter. I want to read books, be alone and feel content

Have you tried meditation or mindfulness. I find that it helps center the mind and empty it of negative thoughts. There are many online courses and even youtube videos that can teach you simple techniques. Also I find that keeping my mind occupied by reading books, watching movies and engaging in hobbies can make me zone out for a while. I hope you find a way to feel better. Take care and best wishes.

M

Also here's my sisters cat

 

[Lanus]

I think until I can get to a point where I can remove myself from my feelings nothing will alter. I want to read books, be alone and feel content

Is your feeling is a problem ? or yourself ?

 

[AlwaysinCrown]

Eh, I'd prefer cats to dogs but I've terrible terrible allergies to them

 

[Vegan_cat_lover]

Hello , cats are fab ,
my boy cat is on the bed and girl cat- his sister is cleaning herself .
how are your cats ?

I have two ragdolls an adopted male who is 8 and a female who is 4, also a very fancy Norwegian forest kitten. I find their presence a tonic in itself

 

[Vegan_cat_lover]

Eh, I'd prefer cats to dogs but I've terrible terrible allergies to them

I find dogs too needy, like that person who would call to the house unannounced but not take any hints to leave

 

[Vegan_cat_lover]

Is your feeling is a problem ? or yourself ?

The feeling of being hyper aware I want to be separated from that for just a little while