- Sep 25, 2019
So, I've been exploring my fear of death, those I love passing away. And today, I learned my dog has arthritis. I began reading about how I could help her, and saw it can get so bad one may have to decide to euthanize their loved one. I began panic sobbing because I really don't want to lose her. And I don't ever want to decide between her living a life in agonizing pain or being euthanized. Right now, I am working with a vet and researching, hoping to plan many changes to help it from progressing. I feel horrible knowing she is in pain. Honestly, I know it sounds wrong, but I'd rather pass away before anyone I love does.