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my story , 14 years married , my wife would also say she did things to me bad because I watched porn. Its not all the case. She would always be interested in other people. She never kisses me goodbye for work or sends me a text to say have a good day. But she constantly goes on discord social platform and always says good morning first time she wakes up she goes on her phone and messages to these people . Last September I found out that she was sexting for months with a guy in discord. Had plans to meet him when I changed my work schedule to have sex days and weeks while I was working my ass off for the family It hurt me for long time and it still does . I am still having depression from it because she technically still around this guy in discord and myself playing a game and he’s in the same guild as us. I just want to leave that guild and get away from the constant reminder but she says she does not care what I do. I became worse with unable to control myself and get frustrated with this. This isn’t the first time she done this to me with other guys. She would send pictures of herself half naked to other guys she talked to. She tends to flirt a lot but which bothers me is she goes overboard . Anyone I talk to I get harassed about because my profession has majority of women and all my friends are women but not once when she was snooping through my Facebook messenger or phone she found anything but she still harps on it . I am not sure why I am still here together, I guess because of our 3 kids, or I do still lover her but I don’t think she loves me .She also wants to do everything around the house , pay the bills, take care of the kids homework. I ask to help and she says I complain and I should be happy I have A wife who does everything. One day I told her I would help her because the kids are home schooling for covid19 and she states no your dumb. And I said I have a masters in science , I can’t be that dumb, she goes to say that I called her dumb by saying that . Not sure how so. I only wanted to help .I am not sure how to Respond to that . She always goes back to me watching porn which I did on some occasions but it’s only direct result of her actions. She always sends me photos of herself asking my opinion but I tell her she’s beautiful and doesn’t believe meand the posts her picture to discord for other guys to comment or look at, which the guy she wanted to have sex with is still in
That place . I know this seems like all rubbish but it has grown onto me. I never been depressed in my life. She always never gets up in the night time when I have work in the morning when my daughter who’s 4 has trouble sleeping . I constantly get up with my daughter every night and go to work the next day when she does not work. I confront her about this but she does not change , I still get woken up every night . She constantly says I complain all the time. I guess I do now but I feel like I’m helpless. Also one time I was very sick I could move , I told her to drive me to the doctors but she said she wasn’t going to.... I drove myself so sick to the doctors to get treatment . But I bend over backwards for her. I make sure I take her to the doctors , I fill
Her gas tank. I go to Dunkin’ Donuts for her when she wants a coffee , she doesn’t do much for me. Complains that I don’t get her breakfast in the morning when I use to but stop doing it she doesn’t get me breakfast ever . I never felt hopeless and she makes me feel useless , I don’t think she has said one good thing about me in awhile. She says I cheated on her at a workplace cause I went out to eat for and going away office closing party with 4 other people and got drunk accidentally cause I didn’t have any lunch that day which probably because my house never has food unless I go shopping . Yes I guess I’m in an a manipulative relationship. Now I’m on Wellbutrin and I never had sexual dysfunction before but my wife blames that I watch porn that’s why I can’t have sex . I haven’t watch porn in forever. It’s basicall because I’m depressed and feel like u don’t value me as an person .
EB
my story , 14 years married , my wife would also say she did things to me bad because I watched porn. Its not all the case. She would always be interested in other people. She never kisses me goodbye for work or sends me a text to say have a good day. But she constantly goes on discord social platform and always says good morning first time she wakes up she goes on her phone and messages to these people . Last September I found out that she was sexting for months with a guy in discord. Had plans to meet him when I changed my work schedule to have sex days and weeks while I was working my ass off for the family It hurt me for long time and it still does . I am still having depression from it because she technically still around this guy in discord and myself playing a game and he’s in the same guild as us. I just want to leave that guild and get away from the constant reminder but she says she does not care what I do. I became worse with unable to control myself and get frustrated with this. This isn’t the first time she done this to me with other guys. She would send pictures of herself half naked to other guys she talked to. She tends to flirt a lot but which bothers me is she goes overboard . Anyone I talk to I get harassed about because my profession has majority of women and all my friends are women but not once when she was snooping through my Facebook messenger or phone she found anything but she still harps on it . I am not sure why I am still here together, I guess because of our 3 kids, or I do still lover her but I don’t think she loves me .She also wants to do everything around the house , pay the bills, take care of the kids homework. I ask to help and she says I complain and I should be happy I have A wife who does everything. One day I told her I would help her because the kids are home schooling for covid19 and she states no your dumb. And I said I have a masters in science , I can’t be that dumb, she goes to say that I called her dumb by saying that . Not sure how so. I only wanted to help .I am not sure how to Respond to that . She always goes back to me watching porn which I did on some occasions but it’s only direct result of her actions. She always sends me photos of herself asking my opinion but I tell her she’s beautiful and doesn’t believe meand the posts her picture to discord for other guys to comment or look at, which the guy she wanted to have sex with is still in
That place . I know this seems like all rubbish but it has grown onto me. I never been depressed in my life. She always never gets up in the night time when I have work in the morning when my daughter who’s 4 has trouble sleeping . I constantly get up with my daughter every night and go to work the next day when she does not work. I confront her about this but she does not change , I still get woken up every night . She constantly says I complain all the time. I guess I do now but I feel like I’m helpless. Also one time I was very sick I could move , I told her to drive me to the doctors but she said she wasn’t going to.... I drove myself so sick to the doctors to get treatment . But I bend over backwards for her. I make sure I take her to the doctors , I fill
Her gas tank. I go to Dunkin’ Donuts for her when she wants a coffee , she doesn’t do much for me. Complains that I don’t get her breakfast in the morning when I use to but stop doing it she doesn’t get me breakfast ever . I never felt hopeless and she makes me feel useless , I don’t think she has said one good thing about me in awhile. She says I cheated on her at a workplace cause I went out to eat for and going away office closing party with 4 other people and got drunk accidentally cause I didn’t have any lunch that day which probably because my house never has food unless I go shopping . Yes I guess I’m in an a manipulative relationship. Now I’m on Wellbutrin and I never had sexual dysfunction before but my wife blames that I watch porn that’s why I can’t have sex . I haven’t watch porn in forever. It’s basicall because I’m depressed and feel like u don’t value me as an person .
EB